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Christina Aguilera's Bionic.

"Lift Me Up"

So the pain begins

As the music fades

And I'm left here with

With more than I can take

If you lift me up

Just get me through this night

I know I'll rest tomorrow

And I'll be strong enough to try

When the static clears

And all is said and done

A will realize

That we all need someone

If you lift me up

Just get me through this night

I know I'llrest tomorrow

And I'll be strong enough to try

So when you see me crashing

And there's nowhere left to fall

Will you lift me even higher

To rise above this all

If you lift me up

Said if you lift me up

Said if you lift me up

Will it be higher

When you see me crashing

And theres nowhere left to fall

Will you lift me even higher

To rise above this all

If you lift me up

Said if you lift me up

If you lift me up

Just get me through this night

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Outstanding song.

Missed 3 water trainings already. Truthfully ? On purpose. What's going on. With me. Really. New change of rule doesn't bother me at all. I read the comments written by the alumnis. Geez. Fucked up alumnis. What makes them think that SP can produce outstanding players every single year. Joko, Jun Yin, Arif, Hafi and me have ever asked before why the seriousness ? No, really why ? FUCK. I think they are the reasons why my batch is in this state. We get chased off. And sometimes I think am I still the stupid one left behind clinging onto something that won't do you any good. Where's the fun ?

If the rules are confirmed though, I'd love for Alex to play IVP thhis year. Haha. Just end this shit.

I can't focus fully in school since last week. Lots to memorise for the upcoming test. Tests right after the selection. Perfect timing. Let's see how I'm going to handle this.

Headache the whole day today. And my nose kind of keep smelling blood. No idea why. Need a haircut.

Dilemma. bullshit politics - in school pool.