Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com
5/1 2007: Wei Jie
Yan Ping
Cheng Yi
CK
Chu Hui
Jennifer
Rou Fang
Su Maw
Atiqah
Farah
Ivan
Shazwin
Poly mates: Jerome
Winnie
Jason
Derrick
Zacson
Wai Leong
Marcus
Shazlin
Lee Yen
Candy
Hian
Theresa
Wei Yang
Tarmidzie
Other friends: Jocelyn
Rozand
Gilford
Steffy
Tresha
Azlin
Nicol
Hamidah
AKM
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Christmas Eve..
.. suckass! Jus very sian. Lol. From want to go out become no mood to go out. Zzz. Should have planned way earlier. Tmr die die mus go out. Boorringg.
Farhan
Anyone wanna buy Timbuk2 bags too ?
Haha.
Wanna share shipping charges lol.
Why do you still not understand me after many years ?
I just suck at showing how much I care okay ?
I am worried everyday I swear.
Farhan
Official first week of hols.
freeeeeeeeeeee.
Finally it's that 'can wake up super late with no schl to worry' season again. Woohoo. Training's on full throttle. Hmm. Except that it won't be polo trainings. It would be sprinting trainings. Haix I cant even balance on T1 properly. Wtf please. Buttock pain!
The team's gone a little haywire. It's all because of the 'don't like this, don't like that, don't like him' personality. Sigh.
I need a job for personal finance. Lol. I'm super broke !
O-well.
Farhan
o v e r.
Break time.
:(
focus.
Farhan
this is it.
again!
Exam week.
Wednesday and Friday's paper are not good for me. So I'm gonna need some help and motivation. Hate this kind of thing. Exams. Zzz.
Can't wait for Friday.
Oh and I need to dig my paddle in more. Why the heck don't I realise this problem. EVERY f***ing time. Anyway I really tried to control my strokes yesterday and it did worked. Next Sunday, I'm going to learn to catch and feel even more water.
Farhan
- team!
   Hello teammates! Let's resume our competency after exams! :]
Farhan
help.
It's been what? About a month since I talked here ? I think it's been more than that.
From the point where I lost my HTC Diamond 2. And when I got my IPhone 3G. Haha. Oh well. A LOT of things went on in my life.
At one point of time before I went Taiwan I think, I was feeling down. And after Taiwan trip, I managed to have a deep thought about certain and discovered I'm in pretty much of a mess. From my life to studies to CCA. Everything in me. I realise too that certain decisions I've made were deeply wrong. I should have done this and done that. Should have. Was alone in the bus on the way to town then.
I had the Taiwan trip from 10th November. It was a pretty short 1.5 weeks there. Great experience for me there. Learnt quite a lot of things. Everything. Culture and polo. Stayed with my teammates. Doing things together. Became sick on the 5th day. Honestly Zi Wei probably said it right, I did get tortured in some way due to the fact that I can't eat most of the things there. I wasn't complaining but it really got me sick when I come to think of it. Diaorrhea too - and it was a terrible one. It came to a point where I just had no appetite for the whole day on the 6th day. I skipped lunch and dinner. Thankfully I recovered that night before we went to Club. Haix.
But the diaorrhea didn't go away. Not even till today. And I recently got sick again. When we shifted to the hotel, I kind of liked staying there more. The place was super cold though. Did shopping and stuff with my mates. Bonded. And when we come back to SG, it was a shock to hear that we can't play for 2 months. I shan't elaborate further though. Haix.
Then shcool resumed and holiday mood was over once again. And it was time to study for MSTs again. That really sucks. And I just feel so damn disappoint with myself at the moment. I am damn CHUI to the max. I can work hard but what's the point when it's kind of too late.
FYP Grouping discussion yesterday took 1.5 hours to settle. Based in merits, I just tried to shut the fuck up and let em do the sorting. Oh well, I hope it all goes smoothly. And I can't even help my friend in last sem's work.
I just don't wanna fumble too much now. What's best for me I don't know. Sometimes I don't know who is willing to help me. In the past I've always cared much about others. And I think I'm just too kind.
Stop screwing up.
Farhan
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