Fuck all the shit I'm receiving.
I believe that one shouldn't complain once he accepts a responsibility post.
The fact is I've made it a point right after Councillorship that "NO MORE LEADERSHIP POST FOR ME".
At least I didn't reject the teachers in being a Chairman.
Does anybody ever consider how I feel ?
I made it sound so serious. Maybe what I'm ever asking for is for people to appreciate ? Frankly I can't think of another soul in 5/1 who is PERFECT enough to be a Chairman. I KNOW HOW THINGS WORK ALREADY. 'Them would just dump things on you and when you ask for damn meetings to be held (short ones), they'd just disappear expecting you to settle it by yourself. Of course though not all are like that. And here I am being the nicest but stupid one taking in all of my friend's problems or possibly the class problems sometimes. It is very hard when after being together for 5 years, you want to scold them but you don't have the heart to. While some can even lash out whatever they want without considering the friendship they have. I made a promise to myself not to have a feud with anyone for this last year. Simply because I would feel very uncomfortable. The pressure is coming from being a chairman and also from friends. I want to put it real short and simple to EVERYONE but it would be very stupid of me. Very stupid because everyone knows it or better, some don't even bother.
People are so different. Thats the thing. And the thought of it just makes me fed up. There is no way you can please anyone at all. You make a joke. Just one joke on that person. He retaliates like with a bad insult. I'm a thinking person. A lot of thinking. I prefer justice over ignorance. Maybe this is a preparation before I step into a new institute next year. How exciting.
How in the world did I get 48% for english ? I have to make that subject my forte. This is bad. I know it myself there is no other way to improve english other than reading and conversing well in it itself. A. maths result is not going to be a shocker. The paper is indeed a killer. Kudos to 3/9 ! The best skid I've ever seen since last year. A video in fact. I support them for high marks. Hilarious but message managed to be reached to the audience. Awesome.
Hilary Duff gives 2 free downloads to her 'With Love' remixes. Grab them while you can. They are authentic remixes.
Now I'm being very dao with Caroline on MSN. Haha. and she goes.. "LOLX. HOHOHO. gd".
Qns: At what age do you think is the right age to have a relationship ?
Ans: My answer was 18. I wrote that for the student profile we were supposed to do just now. They asked questions which I'm sick of answering. What is my ambition... What are my strengths... Weaknesses... DULL.
A hilarious laughing session during MT class just now. Only 9 souls. I'm beginning to enjoy MT classes. Cikgu Hanita is just cute at times. haha
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It certainly is hard juggling between 5 conversations in MSN.
but i did it anyway.
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GIVE UP LOVE LOLLIE.
Today is Tuesday. Yesterday was Monday. Tomorrow is Wednesday. So fast. How the heck do you jump into an art composition without proper research and development of drawings ? Tell me how you join up many fishes and coral reefs together ? I wanna stay away from art room. Today is NCC last training for us ? YAY. But so fast.. WHO CARES. Choon Lock they all are into rugby alrdy. Wazzup with me stuck to and old 'sport'. 6 more months I realised. Then byebye school. Hello society. DAMN. I spoke too soon.
RELATIONSHIPS. A PURE BURDEN TO ONE'S MINDS. "I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE" 2x ..
What the heck. So many MT O's preparations Camp organised for me to go. WTF. This is crazy. But after all this if I don't even get a B3. I will cry. LOLLIE. 3 time take already man. I'm desperate already. GODD.
X-Country next week. Run with horse shit ?
What else do I say ?
Farhan
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So 'Dance Floor Anthem' is a love song.
About a guy who is frustrated after showing care and concern to his love but his love was not returned.
Yesterday = 'Worst day of the week' Day.
For real. A week of scoldings. I did bring a part of it upon myself. But I never asked for yesterday's one. It was humiliating. Nobody ever knows me deeply so you won't know how I felt at that moment. But who cares anyway right ?
So 5/1 is feeling pressurized now.. THATS GOOD. Well I don't really know but I think its kind of okay. I feel like our class should have a class biography written. Unique individuals and characters.
Watched 'Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles' The Movie last Wednesday. It was a preview and VivoCity GV was opened from 7 to 9pm showing the movie. Saw many DJs there of course. The movie was awesome. The villain looked very cool. michaelangelo was super cute. He is the youngest and undoubtedly the mischievous one. Raphael's a little bit stuck up. Leonardo is super leadership guy. Donatello is the intelligent one among all. I want to watch '300'. If Luther can watch so can I. Lol.
I think I don't regret being broke for buying 'Good Morning Revival'. I couldn't find that album anywhere in Jurong Point today.
Happy Birthday Cheng Yi.
Had a little laughing session while walking today with Jian Hong and Benjamin.
Caroline owes me a ruddy testimonial. I'm not goinna forget that.
Farhan
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Good Morning Revival.
Right on front of me.
To think that I've been waiting for it since December 2006.
And a lot of people wants me to send the whole album to them. Caroline being one of the noisiest, Yeah. Sending it to her via shared folders. One of the ladies who wowed me with her evolved character. 5 years can make someone change - now I believe it.
And the album... ROCKS!! Dance floor anthem, which you are listening to right now, is AWESOME. My first favourite track. Super duper dance. Finally. After 2 months. I've got new songs to listen to. And the coming weeks.. I've got more ! VINCENT you owe me... HAHA.
"Dance Floor Anthem"
She's going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there's more
Then he gave she's looking for
He calls her up
He's trippin' on the phone
Now he doesn't want her out there and alone
Now he knows she's smiling and
Knows she's using it
Now he's loosing it
She don't care
Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feel the beat now
If you've got nothing left say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Back it up now
You've got a reason to live say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feelin' good now
Don't be afraid to get down say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
He was always givin' her attention
Working hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most sucka's hated
That girl was fine
But she didn't appreciate him
She calls him up she's trippin' on the phone
Now had to get up and he ain't comin home
Now she's tryin' to forget him and
The salary came with him
When he first met her
When they first got together
Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feel the beat now
If you've got nothing left say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Back it up now
You've got a reason to live say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feelin' good now
Don't be afraid to get down say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feel the beat
Feel the beat
Feel the beat
You got nothing to loose,
Don't be afraid to get down
We break up it's something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It's okay
Let it go
Get out there and find someone
It's too much to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
Now everything is good here
Stop what you're doin'
You don't wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
Find a new one
Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feel the beat now
If you've got nothing left say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Back it up now
You've got a reason to live say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feelin' good now
Don't be afraid to get down say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
No
No
Now you know what to do
So come on
Feelin' good
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This week is a bad one. Got into trouble.
Lazy to say anymore. Till next time.
STUPID MONKRESS. WITCH.
Farhan
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CYAEROOLINE - YAY && FRIDAYS \m/ ! says:
LEARN THE FACE THE REALITY LAH
CYAEROOLINE - YAY && FRIDAYS \m/ ! says:
WAKE UP !!
` Farhan [ فرهاڹ ] - > fOur trEs tWo UNO! > Good things come for boys who wait ! < says:
okay
` Farhan [ فرهاڹ ] - > fOur trEs tWo UNO! > Good things come for boys who wait ! < says:
i'm ugly
Can you believe it ?
I WANNA CRY. WEN HSIEN I MISS YOU LOADS.
For real. I had just went through my testimonials section in my friendster. Very little coz I'm not that popular lols. But really, time have passed so bloody fast. Most of the people have left school alrdy. I didn't even know arif wrote me a testimonial before. Timothy gave me a long one too. Ms Shyam praised me. Wen hsien wrote a lot for me:
-mocha Posted
17/4/2004 ** faRhaN u sExy u lOok liKe WOW ~~!!
faRhan u chiObu u loOk likE WOW~~~!!**
hahaZ....FARTED !! u ** RELEZ **...!!!!
HAhaz..hMm..waT caN i saE abt tiS Big
ChiO bU heRe neh....OKaY.. "SHE" iS
gOOd,friendlY,cuTe,fUni,retarted,lame
and thE moSt iMpt thinG iS thAT.."she"
iS cHiO.. faRted ChiO bu lei..
pReTty " LADY ".... HAHx..faRted nOw
iS 11.41am neh..sOo late le i haven
Zz..sTill wriTe for YA... muZ
appreciAte neh....wahahhax..K la..i
eNd hEre fiRst..wriTe more for u next
tiMe...** niTe ** ..hMm..wait a
momenT..did i mentiON u chiO n
pRettY.... hahahahh :pPpPpP
I wish time wouldn't pass so fast. I really really wish. WHY AM I GETTING SO DEEP? But really..
This week I manage to get emails of my past primary school friends. And as fate has unluckily arranged for me to meet CAROLINE again. MY GOODNESS. Her critics are never ending. I mean I remember her SUPER DAMN kuku hairstyle in primary school and she looked BLOODY VULNERABLE. But now.. metamorphed into different gal. Wait she 'gal' meh ? LOL. Wait I promised to praise her. NO WAY. I got bad breath - in primary school ? Anyone who agrees with her?!AAARGH. I like to digggg my noseee ?!?! I was laughing at myself. Shocked and ridiculed. CAROLINE = MONKRESS.
So, many of my friends who are going to JC bought their official school stuff today. Felt envious but what can I do ? Haha.
Okay okay I'll go give some people some testimonials and update my blog links.
YAWN..
Farhan
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Mei Shi: Today at Lego Shop, I dressed up to be a pirate(tress) !
The medal we won. Champion for Eco Amazing Race.
Seoul garden.
Stuffed with super junk food.
Once a while mah..
Actually to celebrate Cheng Yi and CK birthday. It was a very funny surprise. Haha. Mei Shi and her jokes. lolx. Ivan just signed into MSN. and I saw his nick saying .. what he is confused in his life.. LOL. Not laughing at him la. People are just so weird one. lols. Erm yeah and err eat until I go toilet 4 times. Then PSP here and there in the MRT. Saw a fugly couple getting way too intimate in the MRT too. Lols. Really like as though the MRT only got themselves. The guy must be enjoying. Haha.
Threw Converse bag and got a new Billabong bag. Funny I bought the bag because of its book carrying capability instead of choosing the newest. But that bag not that old. Haha. Although I am broke because of that.. Haha.
And because I'm broke, no movies (actually still can) and limited days to go out (not really coz also got school). Everything money. lols. Today already spent 13 dollars on one meal. Haha.
I notice this entry got many 'lols' and 'haha'. Haha. Coz it is being underlined in my MSN message composer. Haha.
So many new albums coming up starting from next month. Replace going out with studying and I believe everything would be in place. The money will go to ' Farhan's music album building library ' in his house. lols.
Okay la maybe I get a little frank down here. I honestly feel so left out and misplaced. Haha.
Fried noodles waiting for me. Geez. I think I'm going to die earlier than you all. Haha. No vegetables and everyday junk food summore.
Farhan
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Lots of pressure this week.
Making the class T is hard.
We always end up rushing our class T lol. It was the same case for last year too but more organized. Microsoft.com.sg has no updates at all. What a disappointment. Apple has nothing new that interest me either haha.
This week's big day was yesterday. GAMES DAY. Eco amazing race proved to be one of the most tiring game of all. But it was of course nothing to me. After all, I've been with an even bigger amazing race with Hashimah, Choon Lock and Kartini years back. We were travelling about 1/4 of singapore. But anyway for yesterday we were running back and forth at the CCAB land.Its not a vulgarity abbreviation lol. I forgot what it stands for haha. If only our school has facilities equal of that place haha.. So let me sum it up: We came in 3rd for Basketball, 4th for Frisbee and Champions for Eco amazing race and Cheerleading ! Awesome. For a moment I was like "turn down my emotion" when the 3rd and 2nd placing announced wasn't our class. But our class was not meant for those positions. We were first haha. Cheerleading.. Hmmm.. Let's just say we are unique. Hanieff claims its our class bonding that made us win. I certainly agree with him at some point. And if you wanna our secre t to class bonding: Quarrel and quarrel every year. ^^
Took some class shots after that too. Whats up with Ivan hitting me after the shots. Haha.
Dead tired after the whole thing.
FINALLY Linkin Park updates us on their new album. "Minutes to Midnight" will be released on May 15th 2007. First single will be officially released on April the 2nd. It is called "What I've Done". Exciting isn't it. After more then a year of disappearance in the music scene... But they didn't mention it is a double album. Haha. Next is.. Joss Stone. New album released on March 16th 2007. First album single "Tell Me `bout it" is nice. My way pop. ^^ And last one.. After 3 years... Maroon 5! To be released on May 22. The album name is long as usual but they promise an even harder music. First single is about Adam Levine's relationship to be released in about 3 weeks I assume. ^^
Candyman Candyman. Christina Aguilera is a supersinger. Be amazed by her. Her voice and style. Back to Basics is awesome. She speaks her heart out.
Farhan
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From last saturday !
And bottom
"Everyday its getting worst"
"Do the same thing and they hurt"
Nah just kidding. It is just a song lyric. Haha.
Ashley Tisdale.
Who cancelled our names ? 
I've counted. About 16 more trainings to end of NCC forever... Sounds so sad. Haha. Part C taking over next week. Trial period. To think I remember taking them since they were in sec 2. Some of them for peer leader in sec 1. Haha. 2 hours of soccer with Hakim, Arif and Song Jun - in the rain. Juniors will forever play better than us. I don't remember the last time I had a good time with a soccer ball.
Ice hockey game is cool. But they fight on the ciefloor often. So funny. Hsih Hwa's house visit yesterday. His sister didn't look older than him .. Haha. I couldn't enjoy their food so I enjoyed his computer playing Dota instead - and I lost. Haha. Then go down to play basketball for a while - until it rained. Then some monkey and hippo started calling me and Arif already. So we had to get out of the place and rushed to meet them HAHA. Met Wisma Atria. They still look the same. haha. Changed phones already.. Sigh.. Followed them throughout their shopping. Girls have easy money all the time. Took some pictures together. haha. Then went seperate ways to go home.
May I borrow someone's scanner ? haha.
Farhan
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March came all of a sudden.
I didn't even know it was goinna be 1st March today.
How to get the ruddy CME book.. Always no stock.. The auntie also very attitude..
Ashley Tisdale CAN sing. Haha. 'Headstrong' is super cute.. Her voice.. Ergh... Like trying to act cute like that.. But maybe she's not..
My goodness. I could count the number of careless mistakes I did for my A maths CT. Super stupid mistakes. See la didn't study summore. Better go study with Charmaine they all this Sunday haha.. Always ps them.. Army exhibit this Saturday. I want to go and see. Any guys wanna go ?
Okay.. I need a new bag already. This bag's with me for 2 years already. Reminds me of Ms Vanessa Lim a lot. She was the prettiest teacher I ever knew. She's left already of course. The last time I saw her was lat year. Hope to see her again this year before I graduate. So supposedly my class getting smaller by one student. It is sad you know. Dixon's been with us for 4 years already. Anyone but the original 7th should leave. HAHA. I'd give anything to turn time back to 2003.
I wish I could pop by HMV to see the CDs there again. I miss that music store badly. It is different when in December. I was free to do anything coz there was the abundance of time. Haha. Now it is either laziness or just no time. The New Paper did a review on PS3 and I am really enticed by it. It is worth the money. Wifi.. Blu-Ray.. I'd exchange my girl for that.. KIDDING. Haha.
My mom just made me laugh with her office jokes. Lol. "Students say the darndest thing". Super retarded.
I'm still not feeling good.
Rozand I'm fine thanks for asking. ^^ Su Maw, how many times you wanna ask me lol.
Farhan
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