Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com

5/1 2007: Wei Jie Yan Ping Cheng Yi CK Chu Hui Jennifer Rou Fang Su Maw Atiqah Farah Ivan Shazwin

Poly mates: Jerome Winnie Jason Derrick Zacson Wai Leong Marcus Shazlin Lee Yen Candy Hian Theresa Wei Yang Tarmidzie

Other friends: Jocelyn Rozand Gilford Steffy Tresha Azlin Nicol Hamidah AKM

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(8:30 PM)

I didn't go out - as planned. Haha. That's dumb. Just didn't feel like going anywhere todayy. Spent the whole day on three things: comeputer games, PSP and "the English Teacher".  "The English Teacher" is my Literature novel for next year (2007). I had read only about 5 pages and honestly I got worried. The reason is that I do not understand about 80% of what I had read. I gave up and instead listened to Vanessa Hudgen's full album for an hour. Haha. Then after back to my PSP. I play my PSP better at ome than in public places. Haha. I'm still trying to finish my Need For Speed:Carbon game. After that, it is on to "Untold Legends".

Dota. That is the only game I've been playing for the 2nd half of this year. And after the '2 month break', I lost my skills in that game already. Slowly though, through all the vulgarities the other players are ranting at me, I will get better. Lol. Really.I'm having problems with using enchantress, night stalker, venomancer and err probably a couple more heroes. Haha. I've forgotten their powers. Maplestory has a new world (new server rather). I've forgotten the name. I saw my brother playing it and I noticed some new maps and areas. Sigh.. If only Maplestory was in 3D. Lol. That is like wishful thinking as a player because the Maplestory organisation would have to do a complete revamp of the whole gameplay. LOL. I'm always wanting the best from the games I play. Haha. Then I looked up IGN.com and watched and read some game reviews. I was looking for some of te best RPG games on the PSP platform and my eyes managed to catch the game entitled "Valkyrie". I saw the video and how the game goes about. It is awesome. It is rich with amazing powers and uber cool characters. I'd definitely buy that one the next time I'm buying a game.

Windows Live Messenger 8.1 Beta is out for downloads. Haha. I'm not going to do a review on it (lah). haha. I'm using that version and all I can say is that it is just a little more extra of this and that. More modifications on the contact card though. They wanted to make it smaller. Haha. Hmmm. I wonder if the new windows Vista is able to work well with all the programs in future. Still too early to talk about it haha.

Where in the world (Nah I'm only referring to singapore only) can I find Ciara's 'The Evolution' 2nd solo album ? I can't even see it in HMV. Somebody, or anyone who sees it please tag or tell me. It has been out since 3 weeks ago and I can find nowhere. Haha. After Ciara what should I look out for ? Hmmm. Kelly Rowland ? Maroon 5 ? I can't think of any other artistes. LInkin Park. I think their website is super noisy. Haha. I can't even read their news updates peacefully lol. They said that they might even do a double album. Exciting. Do just that Linkin Park(ies). Argh. Harry Potter just came to my mind haha. When will JK Rowling finish her final book seven ?

Aight. Finally. I'd go for a game of Dota before I sign off for the night. Have to wake up early tomorrow. Hari Raya Haji tomorrow. Barbecue in the afternoon. Lol. After tomorrow I've got 2 more days before school begins. I want to go out. Haha. ARGH. I'll leave that to tomorrow.

PS: I should be posting pictures tomorrow. Haha and err.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA EVERYONE! ^^

Farhan  

I am so bored that I feel like tagging at everyone's blogs! Haha. 11.15pm. Found some colleague's blogs too. Girls sure have a long list of links in their blogs haha. And pictures too.

Microsoft Zune is a darn beauty. I want another month of December to work and earn another 400 dollars so I can buy Zune. I wan I want I want. I'd sell my current player to get one of those. Its not in singapore yet anyway. YAWN.

What do I do tomorrow ? So bored. I want free MTVs. Who can give me information to getting free MTVs ? Lol. So so bored tonight.

Farhan

29th December 2006..

End of the year draws near..

I still remember my new year resolution for this year which i made last year. I did not fulfill it 100%. Totally disappointing. I cant wait for Sunday to come. ^^ If I were to think far, a week form now, I would be in school! I would want to be in school. Lol. I don't know why. Maybe I miss the environment or maybe i hate my home. Lol.

PSP users! If you want free original movie trailers, http://psp.connect.com is the right webby for you. Lots of trailers and mini videos - authentic ones! I wonder what to fill my PSP with the rest of the 450MB left. Hmm.

My mind is blank. No interesting events happened. Grr. bRb. Dinner. Maybe later I'll cont.

Farhan

Okayy. Hello people. Long time nooo seee. I hope this entry won't go haywire like the previous one lol.

So so so. I'm back from Penang finally. A 5 day 4 nights trip. Went there by plane. Im clueless as to what that place has for me. I went with my aunt, sister, aunty Valerie and 2 kids. Those 2 kids made the trip as though 20 people were inside a room. Such a big din they were making all dayy long. Geez. lol. Lemme just make it short. I did parasailing ! One where a person goes on parachute tied to a speedy boat encircling round the sea. Fun sport. The weather IS HOTTER than Singapore ! No kidding. Now I'm appreciating Singapore's weather more.

I was a little observant when I was there too. Firstly, I noticed lots of transexuals and gays in MY hotel. They are friendly human beings though. Secondly, the malay people there and malay people here are so different. Most of the malays there are more refined and calm. There is a real vast difference in character. Thirdly, the chinese people there speak better malay than me (Damnit). Fourth, I realize the people down there seemed to care about how they are going to live on a lot. As in they are more concerned about their future (thats what I think). But the important is they live in harmony. They lead such amazing simple life. Kampungs and old rooftops. It would need singaporeans a time machine to be able to see such things in Singapore.Things are so different.Before departure I've heard about floods and heavy rains in Malaysia. But Penang was so different. It was super hot and humid throughout the 5 days.

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Soemtimes I just don't get it at all. It is like a helpless feeling. Everytime when I see an old lady selling tissue packets at the interchange, seeing her making the effort to sell. Seeing her shouting loudly despite the bad pronunciation. I wonder if other commuters do feel how i feel. Its like I want to help but how ? I keep on asking myself if they are receiving help. But my mind would tell me this: Of all the people here passing and walking by this place, why must you be the one to feel sympathetic ? Why can't it be other people ? Why bother yourself ? This is quite of a selfish way of thinking. So you readers might say, " What in the world is this guy trying to say of himself ??". Frankly I don't know. Just know though that I do pity and sympathize with senior citizens like that.

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N level is over. I made it to sec 5. I am disappointed though with my results. Working at toyRus have given me the oppurtunity to meet many new interesting people. Mostly poeple my age or even older and possibly way older. Haha. The same question keep coming back to me: Are having relationships that important ? I see people getting troubled by it.I see people wasting time in it. I see people making regreful decisions for it. Emotions get disturbed. I feel as if I'm getting a little closer to the real world out there. Do I sound paranoid ? Or am I just exaggerating?

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For the first time. I stayed overnight at Orchard are slacking till morning yesterday. Watched Death Note 2 at midnight. And the result of those activies ? I'm darn lethargic. I need to get a good night sleep tonight. CK I dun wan go back to school tomorrow. Please. Haha. So sorry.

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btw. relating to the end of this 4 year course, (I'M NOT LEAVING YET THOUGH. I STILL WANT SEC 5 LOL) I would like to dedicate this song to all of my sec 4 friends. ^^

"Say The Same"

We've walked together down this winding road,
In search of something true. Together we grew.

But now our journey has come to an end,
And it's on to something new. For me and you.

So goodbye, my friend.
Until we meet again,
Some other day.
I know so much will change.
But looking back I can say,
I wouldn't change a day.
I hope you can say, I hope you can say
The same.

So many memories, we got to make,
The challenges we met. (?) I'll never forget.

'cause those lessons made us who we are today,
Now we're taking the next step. Without a regret.
No regret.

So goodbye, my friend.
Until we meet again,
Some other day.
I know so much will change.
But looking back I can say,
I wouldn't change a day.
I hope you can say, I hope you can say
I hope you can say,
The same.

Hold on to you, Hold on to you
'til I get to the end. (?) I would do it again! Do it again!

So goodbye, my friend.
Until we meet again,
Some other day.
I know so much will change.
But looking back I can say,
I wouldn't change a day.
I hope you can say, I hope you can say
I hope you can say,

That you understand,
The only life we have,
Is here and now,
Not up in the clouds.
With every breath we can say,
It is a brand new day.
I know I can say,
I know I can say!
I know I can say,
The same!