Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com
5/1 2007: Wei Jie
Yan Ping
Cheng Yi
CK
Chu Hui
Jennifer
Rou Fang
Su Maw
Atiqah
Farah
Ivan
Shazwin
Poly mates: Jerome
Winnie
Jason
Derrick
Zacson
Wai Leong
Marcus
Shazlin
Lee Yen
Candy
Hian
Theresa
Wei Yang
Tarmidzie
Other friends: Jocelyn
Rozand
Gilford
Steffy
Tresha
Azlin
Nicol
Hamidah
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.. Final decision ..
After hearing a lesson from my religious class.. again, i think what he said was true.. So I've decided to choose the correct lath for myself again.. I shan't be depressed bout anything.. I shall earn respect from my peers while I can now before i get made fun of.. So this is the reason why we malays never ever succeed.. We are not daring to try.. we r not even trying.. we copy what other successful people think and just follow their steps.. We never compromise or use logic and brains.. we gotta be more creative and daring to take on new things.. We love looking for trouble too.. that can't carry on.. So i have to change and to succed for myself.. I shant get sooooo worked up over that fucking IMT test that I failed.. I swear I will vie for the better.. Now I must embrace myself get ready for all things to come.. And sad to say, I must put aside my love story.. even though its just the starting.. I'm sorry man.. But I think I always get depressed with things.. I'm sorry filli.. With the kind of chaotic situation my family is.. I cant always get a smiling face man.. Lol.. Must now be cheerful.. I shan't also get devastated over not getting exco rank.. I'll aim for how far I can go for NCC then.. f4rt3d -->> ]
MOTHERFUCKERing day ~~ ...
Wtf man.. Some thing has got to be wrong with me man... I'm now starting to be lousy in almost EVERYTHING!! If thats the case, what can I choose to excel in then?!??! Alrdy councillor I do not qualify for exco rank.. NCC im not top 10 or E best.. Then today fucking shit!! Failed my IMT?!?!? I cant even shoot an M16???I can't suck that badly man.. Everything seems to be depressing me man... And im now putting on a fake smile.. god... Help me man... Love life.. I'm stuck.. I really need to do somthing bout this man.. There must be something that im good at man.. School today was darn boring.. life suddenly sux man.. yeesh...... *-*
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LoL.. Everyone's waiting for the cuke to be cut.. Ghost on the right? Hah.. Thats Tim.. Hahax. 
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Ah! The candles lighted up! XuAn XuAn making E first wind move!! LOL...
The crowd gathering in the class around the cake.. OoOo.. Can see Yan Ping enquiring on the cake.. Hahax!
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Utmost right: Angelie.. my CoOl sitting partner in class.. Utmost left: Nabilah.. my best pal's sitting partner in class.. Fate sure works miracles man.. Hahax..
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Birthday cake bought for the January and February birthday boys and girls.. (only for 3/7 hahax..)
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No idea what to write for my title hahax.. Anywayz yea.. Below are some pictures of me with my aunt almost e whole night out in town.. It was fun man.. The food was nice too as you can see.. I'd love to go to Seoul Garden again for any meals.. Anywae that was a birthday treat meal by my aunt.. Yummy.. Hahax..
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No fair.. I must let it go though.. I find it real unfair on the selection of the excos in my councillor community.. Its like if you were to say that im not qualified or that i just slcak too much, there are candidates who were equals with me.. No fair.. I was pretty desperate to be one last few weeks but not now.. Suddenly lost a little interest in the councillor thingyZ.. But Whatever it is I know that i am still holding a responsibility.. so I wunt be that rebellious because of this.. I'd give my full support to all the qualifieds then.. Ms Shyam god you are right.. Life certainly is unfair.. in lots of unexpected ways.
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f4rt3d -->>
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~~ Fucking full.. These are my leftovers.... Took too much food LOL.. Urgh... *BuRp*
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My CoOl aunt helping out in the CoOkInG ~~
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Cooking!! *SiZzLee*
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AaHHH... Preparing the raw food before starting to cook.. Yummy..
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Oh Lol.. I dunno if they allow me to post this but as you can see, its my 2 best pals in CSSSC on this photo.. Oh LOL...
.. Tiring Sunday .. again ..
God.. Tiring sunday again.. Tuition in the morning and afternoon.. then got home to do lots of hectic homeworks.. Sigh.. This is human life.. Redo my duty roster.. N now on my chair writing an entry for my blog hahax.. Meanwhile chatting with vincent bout lots of things haha! .. Going without a phone for a few days now.. should be getting a new one next week.. Cant wait for Investiture at RGS next friday and flag day on saturday.. Whole lot of fun i believe on these 2 days.. hahax.. Tuesday.. Total Defence day.. Have to wear darn full-u again haix.. But nt sure if comin for NCC or not.. Coz maybe going to make IC instead.. ah! Stop here for now. Nitez.
f4rt3d -->> ))
Thanks so much to E kind people who wrote this 'Birthday card'.. But E strange thing is, the card talks all bout my pimples only.. HmMm...
... Wow ..
Wow.. I didnt know my class really do remember their pal's birthday! Its soo touching man.. Togetehr with the present.. wow.. I'm touched man.. Haha.. Thanks a lot palz.. Dunno how else to say Thank You.. You rock.. And errr do forgive me if I've done anything wrong or hurtful.. AaAh... Back from school but.. the day isn't over yet!! Grrr.. still got NCC later.. Gonna die with it's physical training.. Got bashed up from the boys in my class as a present.. Guess its my class's manly tradition.. God my backs still aching damnit... and I was the center of 'toy-bag' in the class.. Ouch hahax.. But honestly quite fun too man hahax.. and OMG.. later NCC got second round of me beaten up.. Darn it.. Stop here for now.. Going to bath and get ready for tough training hahax! Oh and im counting the minutes till I get my hands on my new phone tonight!!
..My 15th Anniversary...
Today marks 15 years of my life on planet earth. Woke up in the morning to receive 8 real brightening birthday messages.. Funny thing is all E messages contain E same greeting and wishes.. Hahax.. So today must be cheerful and happy.. Later going out with family to errr hmm.. 4get.. But somewhere (stupid me).. Anyway yea cant wait to get my birthday present this week.. Hahax.. Oh and not forgetting that I wish to say 'Happy Lunar Year' to all of my chinese friends and of course to people eslewhere.. of all races. Hmmm must get my hands on Destiny's Child new Destiny Fulfilled album.. It rocks man! I dedicated its hit song to everyone yesterday anyway on Perfect 10.. Hahax.. Anyway its only morning.. Nothing else to say other than being proud to have real good friends.. Bye for now..
PeAcE*
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Elektra movie.. As watched on the 3rd February with Tim and Arif Chit Bark..
Saturday night...
Yuppie its night time on saturday and I'm sittin here on my chair writing an entry.. Today nthg really intersting for me.. tuition for 2 hours.. Boring man.. Tomorrow got my boring religious class again grr.. then after that got another 2 hours of boring A maths tuition grr.. Sigh.. Can't wait for the many holidays to come next week.. Not only that.. Can't wait for my birthday celebration next week which falls on chinese new year too.. Hope i do get presents.. but sigh by the looks of it.. its hopeless.. sigh.. God.. what else can I say man.. weekends have always been boring for me.. Wish I could go out with my friends just now to queensway but grr couldnt as I got tuition.. Darn it.. Guess thats it for now.. nthg to say.. boring day it is..
..The hell is wrong with me...
Strange.. I feel funny when in school.. I've gotten very moody all of a sudden.. I just feel that its something to do with home affairs thats made what I am presently.. I feel so unique.. Im not boasting but I have this strong tolerance and patience in me.. This chracter has a lot helped me in keeping friendships and getting out of fights and quarrels.. God.. Jus whats happenin to me.. Why do I start to feel like im being ignored.. why am i being sensitive with this.. Why do i smile mostly when im out.. i dun understand this.. in school i get stressed only by maths and nthg else.. i doubt stress affects me.. hmm.. i know the answer.. i shant say it.. god knows for how long my life is going to be jeopardized by this problem.. hmm.. Friends.. I want to be a good friend to everyone.. but of course like anyone.. i do also keep best friends.. but at times i always have to give in to them.. also at times im stuck between em.. i feel so guilty... fer nothing.
Well.. ever since transferred to Chicken (NCC).. i felt so darn useless.. and now i am so fired up to much better in NCC.. its so funny.. but hey.. im duly prepared..
Whatever it is.. i shall ayways be confused.. i shall always be disturbed.. i shall never have a full hero's life.. i am what i always am.
Just me - Farhan.
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