Term 1 breaks starting
I'll be frank.
I'm damn afraid for my lab test on Wednesday which is a 4 hour slot of lab tests. "OMFG" The servo module is gonna hit me real hard. So that's why I skipped today's training. And am thinking of skipping tuesday's too. Heading to gym tomorrow. Nevermind I shall see how the situation is first. Haha.
Term break comes right after next week. Sounds quite relaxing right ? But there's trainings and studies to juggle. Oh my godd please don't fail me for this first term's test.
"The E.N.D." fuckin leak now please. Lol. I'm impatient to listen to that.
Watched Terminator Salvation already. It's an awesome movie. But the storyline is quite confusing for me. Go watch it guys.
Last monday was the day I received an interesting piece of truth. Fucking interesting. Sorry for the profanities. I really get it now.
Changed blog song to 'Missing You'. It's Black Eyed Peas mania for me this few weeks. This track is damn good. Fergie's vocals are great on this song. woots.
My training for this week shall be unstable UNTIL my lab tests are over. I don't care. And and I finally managed to get a full good rest/sleep today. I can't wait for water training on Wednesday. But my right hand still hurts not because of gym, but the strain.
Chilled with Wei jie and Su Maw a few days back. It's great to be back with old friends. Haha. Not old literally. Seeing a whole lot on Thursday for dinner! I'm gonna Sakura for the first time in my life. -.- Okay I know I'm that pathetic. Pardon me.
:]
Farhan
Exhausted since Saturday
"zzZZzzzZz"
I can wake up late tomorrow. Yippe. My mind told me I shouldn't have come for yesterday's training. But well I came. I couldn't row as normal. My arms were exhausted. So I only had one aim in my mind yesterday and that was too sprint back each time there's a changeover. No matter how tired I was. Afterall, I played 'outside' and not in-zone for yesterday. I believe I used 90% of whatever energy that I possessed yesterday. But really, I was tired. Me and Hafi were like having the same facial expression. haha! I really strongly believe sleep is most important for me.
I just thought of something in the bus just now. Back when I was a leader in secondary school, whenever I lead, I always listened to everyone's opinions whenever anyone raises it. I always tried to make it such that everyone is heard. In this measly place I'm in though, I am not heard at all most of the time.I have tried several times to voice out and in fact help but was just ignored. Hmm. I'm a person with opinions. I think I'm doomed. Unfair. Unimportant. So sudden but when I thought of it, I was like, "Shit, it happened to me". Sad issue.
Okay. I know I throw ball like shit. Really fucktardly slow. Few weeks back I practised a little on aiming the holes when paddles are up and succeeded a little. I guess things don't work that way. Speed in shooting is the key. I will certainly visualise and be better.
I'm secretly getting competitive. It's not obvious but yeah. :)
OOP test on Friday was a killer for me. I want to study properly one of these days.
Lots of singles release these days. 'New Divide', 'Battlefield' and 'I Gotta Feeling' were the new 'Womanizer' for me this week. Aqua is getting back together and releasing a greatest hits with 3 new songs. I already have the first single titled 'Back To The 80s'. It's a good first song after so many years gone. Ask from me if you want it.
'I Gotta Feeling', Black Eyed Peas 2nd single off their new album. I've sent some to my friends and most agreed that it isn't as good as 'Boom Boom Pow'. I think it's a cool song. Haha. Single cover for it:
And I went a little 'wtf' at this:
'Radar', a song from Blackout(2007) is Britney's 4th Single. Zz. Above is the official single cover. Expect to hear it in radios real soon.
Alright, done here. Time to play that Aqua 'Greatest Hits' album. :)
Farhan
.New Divide - Linkin Park
Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen lead single from Linkin Park!
New Divide.
Anyone wants a download link ? Haha. :]
Btw, the song is damn good.
Farhan
Bacckk from camp and feeling funny
Yep.
feeling sick today.
Hmm.
Canoe camp's over. Being a logistic sucks seriously. I don't ever want to do it again. No fun. I've been walking up and down the slope to business block like it's some toilet routine for 3 days. The 3rd day was worse. aaaaargh.
Buck up. That's wad I want to do. I really want. In them both. :]
There's Eminem and Green Day to last me for a month till Black Eyed Peas' 'T.H.E. E.N.D.' comes out. Plenty of music these few days. And Jordin Sparks has an awesome first single. :)
I'm still tired and feeling a little warm here and there. Needa rest more.
hoho.
Scholl starts lateee tomorrow.
Farhan
that's ..
..exactly wad I feel but in a very different direction from yours. I don't feel regretful or guilty (for whatever) after you've said to us. It never ends for me. I need to break it out - soon.
I know my life in poly is rubbish.
"if only you could be as hardworking in your studies".
That particular line I heard today. Struck me again. Just how fugly have I been in doing things ?
Very.
I want to let people know that I'm more than this. I know that I am more than this. More than just a follower.
Just one day.
Farhan
Suddenly
That something struck upon me. Is that the reason why I lost it all ? Is that the reason why I'm so lost ever since then ?
Lol.
Funny how it takes another person to say it for you to realize it.
And now, what do I do ?
Farhan
