Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com
5/1 2007: Wei Jie
Yan Ping
Cheng Yi
CK
Chu Hui
Jennifer
Rou Fang
Su Maw
Atiqah
Farah
Ivan
Shazwin
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Winnie
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Derrick
Zacson
Wai Leong
Marcus
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Lee Yen
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Hian
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Wei Yang
Tarmidzie
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Rozand
Gilford
Steffy
Tresha
Azlin
Nicol
Hamidah
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Spiderman 3 released tomorrow. I want to go and watch. When the heck will I ever find the time to paint my art ? Haha. Been listening to Britney Spear's album for the past few hours. Fell in love with most of the songs again. Stayed in library just now to use the internet at my phone. Oh ya. I've changed phone. Changed to Samsung i600. It has WIFI. Like cool. So I keep using the free wireless network at fast food places and public library lol. Surfed friendster and blogs only haha. The phone not bad. My first time with a smart phone. 14th May - Linkin Park's "Minutes To Midnight" release in Singapore. I guess I would want to buy it haha. My first Linkin Park record was "Reanimation". And of course I liked that record as well. It wan album full of cool remixes. In fact I think they sound better than their original rock versions haha. MT and English papers done. I really want to know how I fared for paper 1. Haha. A lot of reading to do for SS papers this week. Expecting a 4 hour tuition tomorrow morning. Went studying with Nadiahh and Serene last Saturday but... managed to read up on chemistry only haha. Arif was slacking lol. The two monkeys were quiet. Then there was a gay beside us using the comp. haha! MEI SHI where is my honey lemon drink ?? LOL. I am so so sorry I called Suriyani a Fat Ass today. It was not intentional ! Me and Arif were conducting an experiment on girl's reactions and emotions when insulted. LOL. Luckily she was cool. She just kinda shocked. Haha. SORRY SURiYANI. Haha. How dumb of mee. THANK YOU ARIF for letting me call and sms with your phone. I was smsing the retard..... lollie Vincent faster vincent. Your comp so slow LOLllie. I sending him an album of 19 songs lolllll. After that, dota match for me. loll. This is crazy. Farhan
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What the hell.
I'm still sick.
Thanks but no thanks at all to the bad flu yesterday.
I couldn't focus well on my MT paper today. The book my teacher gave to help me was good. But again I was not too well yesterday night to read it. Nevertheless, I managed to read a few first paragraphs of the book. I did apply some new words and I hope for the best from paper 1. "Kegembiraan yang tidak berpanjangan". That is the topic I wrote on today.
What do I do if I'm still in this state tomorrow morning ? Haha. I believe the english paper won't be easy one. I 'd need the energy to last long thinking and understand the words in the paper. I should have enjoyed N level english when I had the chance. Mr Singh's a bloody ass cracker yesterday in the staff room. I think he is the perfect person to brighten up one's life when one is feeling down. Haha. I called wanting to speak to Cikgu Hanita but ended up, a male voice saying (and for a moment, I thought it was automated too), " This is Commonwealth Secondary school's automated rsponse.. ". Something like that. I was confused. It was HIM. He's damn fast. Haha. He called me despicable. Daamnit. Haha.
Okay.. Linkinpark.com gave a preview of their possibly next single entitled "Given Up". It sure sounds like what they started with. Almost like Meteora again. But I like it. More aggresive again. What's up with Rihanna's "Umbrella" song. I think its a stupid song.
I'm dead meat. o.O Art needs to be handed in on Tuesday and I've done nothing. Great. Something to keep me busy in the weekends.
You are listening to Kelly Clarkson's "Never Again (Dave Aude Remix)". Her new single. I just like the remixed version.
Farhan
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I'm sick.
I'm having a fever.
Why is it so cold ?
Argh. Started to feel uneasy at 8am already. It was cold everywhere. That is weird. Who gave me the fever bug ?
This thing just got me excited: Delivery of Harry Potter and The Deathly Gallows book at my doorstep on July 21st!
My mom pre-ordered online a limited edition version of the book. It comes with a cool box to put the book in - at the price of $52.35 Now its only April. About 3 more months till it arrives. It is the last book in the series sadly.
`Beyonce made music videos of all of her songs from B'Day except for 'Resentment'. I think its crazy. In my opinion too, the videos aren't that enticing. The best is of course, 'Beautiful Liar'. She should make more songs with Shakira. I can't believe her spanish language sounds so natural. But this deluxe album is beautiful. It is so much better than the normal version of B'Day. Many people's waiting for 15th May too - that's when 'Minutes to Midnight' is released.
I don't understand my English Teacher haha. I just feel... ergh nevermind.
Damn I feel sooo sick. Bloody uncomfortable. Kelly Clarkson's got a new single ! MSN me if you want the song. haha
Farhan
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" MATRIARCHAL "
" RECAPITUALATE "
SPELLING BEE..
And I lost at round 2. Haha. Forgot to mention it in my previous entry. Sai was the champ. Damn I need more British Council. Class division for English remedials starting from tomorrow. Exactly what is he planning ? Haha. I'm getting sick of practice papers. The thought of having 2 hrs of maths tomorrow just makes me feel like getting sick. I need another 1 week March holiday.
Why the heck is everyone especially the girls so darn affected by SYF... Goodness. It is kinda nonsensical in my opinion. Haha. One minute the girl is fine, the next minute she is being coaxed by another friend through a friendly hug. What the heck ? Haha.
My shoulders have recovered. Finally. But my left side seems kind of weary when carrying my backpack but it beats the feeling of last Thursday. Haha. Speaking of which I'm expecting to be doing my 2.4km run tomorrow. I'm going to be exhausted once 10.40 commences. PIZZA HUT today. zzZz. I'm starting to doze off already.. Haha. After the dinner at pizza hut today, we went to play with.... TOYS. ToysRus was the first destination. Mei Shi's personality completely fits the whole toy store idea. She should live there. Haha. Headed to Kiddy Palace as well as the girls tried on some dresses for the Prom night at the end of this year. HAHA.
And you know, sometimes I think of why I should be bothered about other people. During CDP just now, there was this question, "Give and example when you were given a helping hand by someone." I can't recall of one major one at all. Maybe it is because I've never really needed any help ? Haha. I don't know. I've recently learnt that one has to be selfish at times too. My close friends will know what I mean. And sometimes I just feel that I need major chinese speaking classes. Haha.
I am selling my Beyonce - B' Day album. Not the deluxe edition but the normal one. Haha. 8 dollars Haha. I'm serious. Just gotten Ciara's newest album. She teaches some of her dance moves in that album. You're listening to 'Promise' now.
Examinations just next week. To the lower sec it is just plain normal Mid Year Examinations but it is a crucial exam for me this year. I really hope my friends will be influencing each other to study. I don't really get what I had just say but anyways. I think I got to start next week although I really know that it is late already. Haha.
Farhan
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Now I need some serious advice from a health expert - on overworked muscles.
Eyeing on Ciara's 'The Evolution' and Avril's 'The Best Damned Thing'.
O level MT workshop was useful. Really. Although the last lecturer was kind of having a long-winded one. More than 100+ slides ! Everyone was whining haha. Whats more I was the only damn sec 5. A good thing I knew most of the Juniors. zzZzzZ
FINALLY. Super duper authentic original and real NCC LAST parade - yesterday. It was kind of a different weird feeling when I know it is my LAST NCC days forever. I can never forget bits of memories in sec 1. The day I was so afraid till this day where I'm able to stand up on my own. How I got into NCC. But most importantly, the platoonmates I have. I didn't feel the sense of belonging doing the drills with current Part Ds. I don't belong there haha. The next time I see that darn bushy green uniform is in my National Service. How fun it sounds. Byebye to CCA.
And in 7 more months byebye to school ? Geez.
Rou Fang you perv. My mind's not a blank la. lollie.
So I should be starting to be going home early this first semester.
Farhan
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Damn my shoulders hurt.
I ain't complaining for nothing. Haha.
Push ups on Tuesday..
I can't do a full rotation with both my arms. Argh. How come Arif ain't suffering as bad as me.
Play With Fire is nice. Haha. Didn't expect that stupid first single to entice me a lot.
School's as per normal. Study all the way. HWs are inevitable.
Tomorrow there is going to be spelling bee. It is all of a sudden. I'd like to see if my spelling is really good. It doesn't matter if I lose haha. Ergh.. art.. Is there a way to avoid that ? How come my mind's a blank ? Haha.
CYA Around.
Farhan
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Dig-ni-tee - Dignity; Gravity of a situation or self-respect
Hilary Duff - Dignity added to my music library.
The music is definitely dancey. But the whole album plays for about 3 mins. That is disappointing. Again many love songs. "Just do it with love, love , love , love" ..
Caroline's such a slacker. How I wish I'd be able to lead a lifestyle like her. Haha. But I spent like 8 hours on the computer yesterday which makes me no different. Haha.
I have a feel starting from next week, it is going to be full throttle. Study revision 100x (I think). But still I have to make space for Spiderman 3 Haha.. 3rd of May..
By the way, something cool: Transfomers The Movie coming in July 4th 2007. Some screenshots. Now you know how Cool the movie is going to be..
-From Yahoo Movies
Picts of X-Country has arrived:
5/1 boys rule.. Well I was squeezed..
This one.. I'm not squeezed.. I like this one..
 Who edited it ..? Should have improved its contrast as well..
 Lovebirds..  We stand (I don't coz I don't see the point haha) to cheer !
Arif looks.. weird holding the umbrella like that.. haha.  Mei Shi has got the WTF face.. While I only blinked my eyed.. I'm taking the damn attendance AFTER the run. Everyone's smiling..
 It looks cool from the back..
 This was impromptu.. LOl.
I can't help recalling the reaction Nabilah gave me when I asked her " Not doing warm-up ? " Retarded..
It's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)
Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
I can't believe I won a 5v3 dota match. It seemed hopeless at first but we still won. I rock. Haha.
Cross country today. I managed to accomplish what I had set for myself: Don't stop no matter what. It was bloody exhausting. I've told Arif to follow my pace but he didn't follow. :p As for the rest it was great. We won the best for the Boy's category. I mean we are so fast. We should have been recognised as a sports class years ago. And then I heard that the ambulance lost their vehicle key. Diao. The paramedics and the drivers are surely so in deep shit. A scorching day as well. A day's reward for being out the whole day: Headache. Mr Bean's movie wasted my money. I mean for real haha. Lame crap.
Timbaland Presents Shock Value - Timbaland added to my music 'library'.
Awesome. Feasting my eyes on Hilary Duff's now.
Why are my guy friends so disturbed by girl problems now. Bullshit. Girls are sometimes nothing but a pain. True, Caroline ? The living example. HAHA. I'm mean. The good and likeble ones, when will I ever meet one? Don't say I'm not good enough damnit.
Farhan
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"I want to feel the way I felt back then.. with love.. in my heart"
"And now I must confess, that I am a sinking ship, And I'm anchored by the weight of my heart"
Don't ponder on the second line too much and look at me. Haha. I'm not in love yet. I do ask sometimes if it is love which finds me or me which finds love. Urrggh. Whatever. But really. I wanna feel the way I felt back then. 10 years old. 11 years old. 13 years old. I WANT TO FEEL BETTER.
Harry Potter book 7's cover is out in the media already. It keeps my mind thinking about what that amulet means. It is also reported that Harry seems to be fighting Voldermort without his wand. Deaths are going to occur. Emotions of fans are going to be stirred. Oh come on. I didn't cry when Dumbledore died. It is just a fiction for god's sake. I can't wait for Half Blood Prince movie next year. I'm an ass right ? Order of Phoenix haven't even come out and I'm talking about the next movie LOL.
Tomorrow is.. 3rd April. Wow. I'm excited. Timbaland.. Hilary Duff.. and Avril Lavigne soon. VINCENT owes me. Lol. I'll go hit a music store to see if Shock Value's out. 'Makes Me Wonder' by Maroon 5 is awesome. New fresh music by them finally. The album title is goddamn long la.. GUYS. Tomorrow Linkin Park's new single world Premiere. 7pm in singapore, tune in to 98.7FM. 12.30PM MTV Asia. Lol.
Last day of the week in school tomorrow. So cool. Don't make me step on horse shit this Thursday please.
Farhan
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