Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com

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btw.. I don't know my father found NS booklets at the letterbox today. Hope its not for me haha! I don't know.. I read it a little just now.. Lats page shows about how to be a pilot. Arif you should be interested in this! Haha.. Funny man.. Talk about health only.. Stupid guide book.. ^^

Its 10.30 .. Having a funny chat with Vincent.. He still not convinced that I'm winning this debate!! Haha.. Vincent UeEe GAY~~~~

I'm still confused, angry and upset over what shitt I don't know. I still do not know what to tell Mdm Rose tomorrow. Shitt man .. I called a friend for help but it turns out that he made himself more important than me in that conversation.. Whaddahell...

**Just had a haircut.. Shitt I think mY hair sukkk ...


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

The meeting this morning...

.. was okay. It didnt exactly turn out to be the way I was expecting it. Learnt something but I'm not going to say it. It has come to a conclusion. I have to decide for my own punishment. I'm thinking of suspension. But people would definitely mock at me. I've thought it through. If I have been termed 'irresponsible' by a teacher, it should be pretty serious so the punishment must be something big also. I need soemone to talk to. Someone I can trust. I am quite confused over things now. Why do I have to face this when investiture is just a month away? I think I might just say I deserve suspension. School blazer is important and I was not responsible enough to take good care of it. I treat it as human nature but it seems that other people treat it seriously big. Whatever man. This blog shall be that good friend that I want by my side at the moment.

Right now chatting with WJ , YP they all.. Crazy people haha! About 6 participants.. Right now I'm going to add some more links at my links section. Adding Vincent, Min jun and Yi Hui's blog address now.. ^^

"I know I'm good." - Farhan

People!! Dig this: Spiderman 3 is going to be released on May 4th 2007!! Nexyt year has 3 movies I really really wanna watch!! Harry Potter .. Narnia..

In April 14th (1 months time), Scary Movie 4 will be out! I'm going to watch that too! Spiderman 3 looks nice! There is the Venom character too!! Shitt!!!

Yawwwwn ..

Booster camp was okay. We got Wayne to sum things up for EVERYTHING. It was rather fine and normal for everything. Anyway tonight is the last night of Adam Khoo course for my sec 4 batch. Right now they are probably weeping in the school hall HAHA... The movie shown during the booster camp did knock soem sense into me.. Its really a great motivating movie you know. I gotta buy the DVD version of that.

Today Mrs Terrence railed at us for our atitudes. I seem to think that its Noel's fault but anyway, she did state some facts. BUt I dun see of any point coz we are still the same. She wasted her breath I believe. My class is very hard to please you know. It's kind of normal for me to say that. Ergh anyway I heard that someone claled me a 'Hypocryte'. Fuck that guy man. FUCKIN' THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ABOUT OTHERS... Btw have I EVER pretended to be something else ? I'm never an incognito OKAY?

Winston called me 2 hours ago to tell me that someone wanted to "kill" me tomorrow during the councillor meeting. Now I don't know who she is going to "kill" but whatever it is, I've thought about it. I know I'm partly at fault BUT I want her to place herself in my shoes. Just how unreasonable must she be ? God I swear I hate her so much. Its all shitt. I'm going to rant tomorrow if I have to. I've decided to abort my plan for my discipline section tomorrow. I dun feel like doing my job. I'd prepared my own stuff to talk about, but whatever man.. I'll do it another day.. Sickening .. I guess that asshole is not the only one. Clara told me that another assfuck bitched behind my back too. What in the world is going on? Is this what goes on in the leader's world ? Critics and backstabs ? I really want to see how bad things can go tomorrow. I wunt hope for the good. I want things to go naturally for me to experience it..

Part A(Sec 1 NCC cadets) were so funny today. They are so so funny I swear. Complete jokers man. Royston and Arif couldn't take it themselves. Part B was sort of killing me. I gotta do something already man. My man aren't motivated enough. I gotta do somethin'.

This is what you will experience for being committed in all ways. Its a great challenege and I somehow feel that I've failed a little. But I can't just give up. I've got few more months left. I'll just endure.

-- Damn! I so much want to know what will happen to me tomorrow ? I've become a bad boy all of a sudden!!


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

My intuitions were right!

Ms Ridz DID knew soemthing about the Blazer I (DIDN'T MEAN) to lose. Why? Why must she do that? If she wanted to scold, just scold me for my carelessness but why drag and make me feel pressurized to find it? What kind of a teacher is that. To think that I panicked for nothing. Crap.

ErrrrRrRgh~ Just rerutned from school. After art lesson just now, Mr David Ng , me and Arif sat at a table outside school for a small conversation. Talked about something interesting and funny. It was nice talking together. Art remedial is like EVERYDAY.. Staying back after school to do art sure can kill me. Anyway, heard that Ms Ruth Ng would be coming back REAL SOON. And the good news (not exactly..) is that she MIGHT be able to walk FREELY again. Is that a "Damn!" or "Hooray!" ?

I cant wait to be out of the council board. I used to protect the board when pple said it was "boring" , "waste of time" , "nonsense" etc.. That was because I felt that we were soemthing good and special. But now that feeling is gone. We are totally going in the wrong direction. We are supposed to be the popular group in school but it doesn't appear to be it. Things aren't going nicely and teacher's attitude and teacher's 'help' aren't helping at all. How bad can it get ? I miss the days of the older council days where everyone felt like a family. Whatever it is, I'm counting the minutes (or days!) till Investiture arrives. Here's an advice ot the new excos (that'll be if they r reading this too) : Concentrate on bonding the whole board. Enthusiasm is pretty important too. Most importantly, have initiative to start your own projects.

Thats it for now.. I'm going to be studying physics after this. Then I'll go to sleep at 9.30pm. Tomm is going to be quite a long day. Got Adam Khoo's Booster workshop. Will it be fun again ? Shit I just recalled the last day of the Adam Khoo course again .. NAHHHH.. How emotional can I be ?? HAHA....

Finished school at 12pm todae!

Just returned from a movie at Jurong Point. 'The Fog' was a great movie. Lazy to summarise the movie haha.. But it was a nice movie though. Watched it with Jun Hua, Arif and Yi Hui.. The movie not scary la.. Why Yi Hui keep on covering her eyes with her popcorn (if not her hand). haha... Then coincidentally met Xian Zhang at the.. BOYS TOILET HAHA.. Anyway he told me in school that he would like to treat the Excos to a movie!

Last week David ng talk to me about NS. WOW~ Got Drama and Choir Company for real Gays le.. HAHAHAHAHA!! I didnt kow got such thing sia! What do they do? Entertain us ??? What the hell!!! This is such a joke !!Who would like to admit being a gay anyway?!?!? I'm not being discriminative but ... seriously, who invented such a army COMPANY? (Lol! erhem..)

I am sooo bloody confused now. My mom just enlightened me with some nice thngs about polytechnics. Damnit. Poly or JC? I think I will only depend on my O's result to decide my fate. But if I were to go to poly, I will aim for Mass Communications and after that I wan to go to University!! I must focus and achieve what I want!

I lost a school blazer. Yup I lost that darn school property. I am pressured to find that darnt thing. Ms Ridz is starting to piss me off. The way she talks to me is totally pissing me off. I really want to blow it all out to her. Damnit. This is my plan. I'm giving myself 3 days till thursday to find it. After that, I will pay for it if I fail to find it.

LOST COMMONWEALTH SECONDARY SCHOOL BLAZER !!

A dark blue commonwealth secondary school blazer is lost. It was last seen 
outside the HOD room on Friday 12pm. Its a school blazer with a logo on it.
If you see it, PLEASE PLEASE GIVE IT TO MOHD FARHAN FROM 4/7.
PLEASE PLEASE REPORT IT IF FOUND.

Lastly, EXCOS!! ANYONE FREE THIS WEEK TO GO WATCH THE FREE MOVIE BY XIAN ZHANG?!?! HAHA

 

Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

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I have gotta do swimming practise on my own already! I totally suck at it now! What the hell happen to my swim power I had 9 years back ??

I think that MTV's Viva La Bam is the most fucking stupid show ever. What kind of a TV show is that ?? It promotes stupid violence! Seriously man. People dun laugh and be entertained by that kind of shit. Its totally dumb and sucky.

Tomm school ends at 12pm.. Friends said they want to go Gym to go train for the upcoming napha test in school.. Should I go..? I'm sick of exercising.. I think I'll go.. Just for the sake of it.. Or maybe Should I recommend swimming ?? Damn ~

Went Gym and swimming today.. Didnt exercise much though at the gym..

Supposedly go out with Wei Jie they all for a movie but changed plan to go out with my aunt instead. Sleeping at her house then tomorrow go back home. So tired. Dunno what else to talk about...

Chatting with Vincent, Andrew, Wei Jie, Yan Ping, CK, Jiang Hao right now... Crazy people...

SO FUN!! Talked to Yong Wen and Xue Ping online just now for the first time finally this year!! They soooo lively and funny one.. WHEN R WE GONNA MEET AGAIN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!???

I am soooo tired.

Just came back from Jurong Point to buy some chocolates. Only SOME chocolates le.. Shit la.. Not enough le.. Should have bought the packet type of sweeties.. Aiayh Whatever la.. Only got about 13 pieces with me.. I think i give one perosn one la.. Grrrr.. I bought 50 Cent's 'Get Rich Or Die Tryin' 2005 album. Not bad. I like the song entitled 'Hustler's Ambition'.

Went to library with Arif and Mei Shi today after school. DAMN! I got Diffrentiation test tomm!! I still ahven memorize the 4 rules!! Shitt!! Btter revise tomm man.. Tomorrow is going to be a long day.. God save me..

I won myself a pair of movie tickets to the movie 'The pink Panther'! Cool! SMS at Manja Magazine also can lucky lucky win. Collecting 'em next week! So cool.. ^^

Happy Birthday to Han Sheng!!

Valentines day is tomorrow..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!!
If you have a valentine, do enjoy tomm no matter how busy you are! Guys, go bring your girls out for dinner or lunch!! ^^

Sorry if I spelled Valentine wrongly at the tag boards.. Damnit.. Suddenly my spelling got something wrong lol. And damnit, it seem like as though I owe a lot of people valentine day gifts.. I'm not going out tonight so I can't buy any chocolates or anything. I'm too tired to go out. Buy flowers? For what? Unless that person is someone special to me otherwise forget it.. Haha..

Happy Birthday to Shazni! You're still smaller than me by 2 days HAHA! (Although you are tougher and bigger than me.. ^^)

I don't know why today is such a tiring day.. Damnit. Do I look that damn irresponsible kind? No, really man tell me straight to my face if you think so instead of just assuming it. I don't believe I am that irresponsible okay. Some woman really needs to be shot in the head straight...

Physics test was averagely fine. I could answer most of the questions - thank god. Lemme see.. I still need to revise on differentiation and circular measure for my upcoming tests!! They are HELL complicated topics! Damn.. I think wednesday is the perfect day to do my studying.. Wednesday then - SET.

PS: Wen Hsien! I'd like to know how you did for your 'O' Level!! Missed you lotz! Happy valentine! Damn! Remember when you said we would buy for each other chocolates on valentine's day? That was 2 years ago....................................

Yesterday was fun! Haha..

It was my first time this year visiting a chinese house for the New Year. Went with Choony, Clara, Wee Kiong and Min Xuan. Went to Theresa's house. Oh ya - "Sorry Tammy! Because of me, you have to stay out of the house.. HAHA.. You still got your share of the pizza anyway, right?" lol. Wow man. Theresa's mom is really very kind. Pizza's, tidbits and even a really cool ice-cream! Thanks a million for those food! I've never been entertained that way before! Lemme see.. 
I learnt to play some poker card games too (Don't laugh at me!!). Yes. I am a noob at that I admit but I think I was doing fine during the first few rounds of the game. Thank you 'The Gang' for teaching the cards game! Haha! Then got Hong Bao.. Wa~ Bloody hell.. I lost it man! I heard from Clara that it was $10. I can't believe I lost it.

Its probably that I did something wrong that I lost the Hong Bao? Nah. Can't be, right? Yes it is due to my carelessness. I guess I wasn't meant to have that money anyway. But even if its because I did something wrong, its gotta be because I lied to that asshole. Damn, she must have cursed and sweared. Forget it. At least I enjoyed yesterday. ^^

I thought about this. It might not be anything big but anyway: Hey 4/7 guys, last Friday you gave me quite a painful gang beating. It hurts terribly I admit and the pain is still with me today. I'm not sure about tomorrow. The thing here is that I'm not against Birthday Bashes but I find it BLOODY FREAKIN' STUPID. While I tried to recover that moment when I was at the toilet, who were those fucking assholes who bugged me with this fuckin' stupid question, "Farhan, are you okay or not?". People. It's bloody freakin' stupid and dumb la. My tears didn't come out for joy ass. It was pain that I experienced (Duh). So when I thik about it, its like you killed someone and you talked to that dead body asking, "Are you still alive? ". Very very stupid. Might as well dun beat, right? And can you fuckin' stop blaming other people when you yourself do not know where you hit me. Its all so stupid. And by the way if you would like to know whats the feeling like at that moment, it felt like people suffocating you at an interval of only 2 secs continuously. Geez.

PS: I didnt mean to use vulgarities here but somehow the meassage should have it. Sorry for that ranting.

Thanks for the presents guys. I really appreciate it. Even if it was cards I would have appreciate it too. Thanks a bunch.

Ouch ~ My body hurts terribly.. Ouch Ouch~

Enjoyed running with Mei Shi today. I didn't get tired at all! Strange! I think my leg have got back to its fullest state then! Yay! I am prepared for running!!

Damn! My brother's class logo is damn nice man!! I wonder what software his class use man..

Grammy awards tonight at 10pm. Must watch!!


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

COOL!

- Next year, there is a follow up to the Sequel of The Chronicles of Narnia!! Yay!!! Next year got Harry Potter and got Narnia! I can't wait for 2007!!

Thk you people so much for singing me the Birthday Song. Yea well really thanks.

I am really tired to say this but really man... People.. I hate to be made fun of my pimples. Its getting annoying. Can you really think before you say things out ? Is my face really that pimplish or ugly ? Damn ~

Its been a busy start of the week for me! Went back home kinda late last 2 days. Went for tuition, religious class and today, stayed back in school to do CME project stuff with Arif. Fuck you man Timothy. You think you're that bloody important izzit ? Fukin' follower. You think I purposely want to waste time ? Hey you know what ? The next time anything happens, you dunneed to wait man. You can just move your stinkin' legs over to Bugis to learn that fukin' magic crap of yours for all you care. Here we are doing the project there you go stressing us and yourself for nothing and showing that attitude. Shit face. I want to say this too: "Thank you so much for being a good friend by supporting and ranting along with the class juz now when they were making fun of my face. Thank you so much, FRIEND."

Now that really spoiled the modd for the rest of this entry. Damnit. Just darn damnit.

I made up my mind also to be independant. No more stupid belief in 'Best friends'. I'm just gonna believe in whatever I do.

Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

I've got headache..

Doing this CME project thing is pressurizing me.. I'm so tired too.. Right now doing the project online with Timothy (On the phone with him now) and Arif.. How idiotic can we be ??

Sunday is supposed to be relaxing day for most of us but it isn't for me.

Thk god I passed today. Attended a 3 hour religious class then 2 hour tuition after that. Wa kao. So much went into my head during the A. maths tuition. Yay I'm so happy to be able to absorb those notes. And finally i've completed my circular measure HW. Tomorrow, its on to 'Sets'. Now  I hope that won't be a hard topic.

Right now chatting with Su Maw. Sigh. Suddenly go online only boring. My speaker is 80% spoiled. I would want a POWERFUL speaker from my parents for my birthday but I promised myself alrdy that I won't ask them for anything (DAMN). Let things will be for now.

Lemme see.. I think I'm done with all HW except for CM project which I will do with Arif and Timothy tomorrow.

Just heard on the radio that there are anti-muslims ranting on this critic about our prophet Muhammad being a Terrorist...

FUCK YOU ALL WHO THINKS THAT WAY! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. I HATE YOU A MILLION TIMES ! **** ***! 

tHAT IS sooo FukIN' racist! We are a well-respected religion and a malay community of EXCELLENCE. I'd better more positive news on the radio or else .. 

DamN ~

wHY do gURl's bLOg havE  A LOT oF liNKS aND look NICe ?? i gOTTa wOrk ON iMpRoVing My BlOg lIaO .. ShiiT ..

tiRED! I aM tiRed!!

Muscle aches at my shoulders thanks to NCC and PE yesterday! Just returned from JE today.. Went out with WJ, CK , MJ AND YP.. Go home that time coincidentally met YP again. HaHa.. Tomm got religious class aaargh! Then got A maths tuition!! Aaaargh! Diffrentiation again!! Aaaargh!

 Die!!

FUCK FUCK OFF.

Why are people really bastards!??! I feel like killing everyone! Why? I DON'T KNOW!!!!! ~~~


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

I didn't people are so bad and strange sometimes.

There are some people who thinks that I'm the type of person who do not say sorry easily. Meaning that they probably think that I'm a perfectionist and I don't admit my mistakes. Hey. Let me get this bloody straight. I don't apologise if I'm not in the wrong. I always use my brain when this kind of things happen. I WILL say sorry if I'm in the wrong. Dun force me okay ? I have my limits and I strongly believe nobody has ever seen my limit overpassed.
---- Anyway about today, I belive it was all supposed to be for fun that me and Arif sort of 'quarelled'. Damnit and he got angry for what ? It's not as though I retaliated or I pretended so that he would get scolded. Fuck la. Now I learn soemthing new. Some people don't really treat you as real friends. Is people really that bad ?

Haha! I'm sorry to call you a chimpanzee Mrs Terrence! You really looked like one that time when you were scolding us and you were also behaving like one. So funny man. Anyway you've been called a chimpanzee, elephant, godzilla and even king kong what. No big deal hor ? No intention to harm but to fun around..

Shit Arif la.. Bribed me again. Am I being a good friend if I follow him ? Ass .

School today is very long! Art remedial until 6.15pm le. I drawed like mad today. Just finished chatting with Rou Fang. I can't wait to be 16 years old next week!! I dun feel like a 16 lei. But I think they is a lot of privileges being 16 right ? What arh ?