Last week of semester 1.
This is the new art room in CWSS. Utmost right is my painting. But I still think it's kind of ugly. Looks nice from afar only. 2nd from left is the nicest. :X That's Farah's painting. Went back last last Wednesday and took this shot. The school is now fully decorated with paintings everywhere. Zz.
One more paper. DIGITAL ELECTRONICS. Last one last one. Need to chiong this all the way through. As I have just said to Gilford just now, I am both excited for SYFC and sorried for my exam results. I'm hoping marks like conducts and lab tests pull my overall marks up. I'm scared I will retain. I don't want to retain. I made careless and stupid mistakes in yesterday's PEEE test. An >55 mark will make me happy. Seriously. I was damn upset I didn't complete the damn Maths paper 2 days ago. How ridiculous. Straight line graph leh. Damn easy but the plotting of the points is damn $%^&$#&#^#$&#$. It didn't help tremendously that I was panicking because of the time. I didn't make it to finish drawing it. I won't be getting 70 marks like the previous test already. Will be chionging DE later on or tonight.
Oh yeah studied with Arif and Lee on Monday night and with Rome and Lee on Tuesday night. On both nights and evening we had some funny shit. Well we do need some form of entertainment to relax. 2 victims = Winnie and Kelvin. Kelvin's case was funny shit lar.
`farhan --> f***:
hello...
(9:06 PM) Kelvin:
another one?
(9:06 PM) Kelvin:
asking what gonna be tested?
(9:07 PM) `farhan --> f***:
dunneed ask
(9:07 PM) `farhan --> f***:
i know liao
(9:07 PM) Kelvin:
heng
(9:07 PM) `farhan --> f***:
burger king pizza hut KFC macdonald
(9:07 PM) Kelvin:
wrong!
(9:07 PM) Kelvin:
dun hav burger king...
(9:07 PM) `farhan --> f***:
nvm change to koufu
(9:07 PM) Kelvin:
you can add in bang deli if you want
(9:07 PM) `farhan --> f***:
nono koufu
(9:08 PM)
Kelvin is now Offline
(9:08 PM) Kelvin:
kkz
(9:08 PM) Kelvin:
nonsense again
(9:08 PM) Kelvin:
block
(9:08 PM) Kelvin:
bb
(9:08 PM) `farhan --> f***:
LOL
(9:08 PM)
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:LOL
(9:08 PM) `farhan --> f***:
LOLDamn wish I had the chat that was in Rome's laptop. That was even funnier. Took a break last night by dota-ing a lot. Kind of played properly for the first time after months. Truth is I'm sian with this game already. Rarely you will see me play properly. I just play for fun and leisure. But then again I let my exams affected my mood last night. I wasn't feeling good at all. But I was okay in the afternoon. Hmm weird. Oh and shaun wanted me to add this:
zl upped. says:
remember to put\ zl upped. says:
shaun did a god damn godlike streak zl upped. says:
yesterdayLOl. Shameless hor ? LOL.
This week...Solange and Lady GaGa's new album are out. Both are having their first time at this.
Solange's sucks. Haha! Well maybe I don't like her music. I still think her sister Beyonce is better. As for Lady Gaga, it's her first album and I would say it's not bad. One song titled 'Underground' was given to Brtiney. ^^ So nice of her. But I don't understand why people went crazy while waiting for the album to be out. =.- I mean the album is good but she is just new. Haha. I'm still listening to 'Blackout' till today. I've got too many songs in my Ipod that I don't know which song to listen to. That is bad.. But I like the movies. So many to choose from. Haha. Surprisingly, Girlicious is my most listened-to album this week. o.O
Received an email from an Annie. Confirmed my successful application in SYFC. Quite happy and excited about it. But quite sad that it has to start in September. It's my frigging holidays damnit. And I'm fasting during that month. Nah I'm not complaining. Just hoping that I can get through it well. Commencing 6th September.
Going out on weekends to chill after a semester done. Hoping there would be a nice movie to catch. Probably I would suggest we hangout and talk at some cool place. Esplanade sounds a great place to me. Haha.
Farhan
A long day it has been.
Finished DE lab test today. I managed to get the 100 marks in the nick of time. Thank god. I re-did the damn thing like 3 times. The wiring is really insane - true to gilford's words. Thanks a lot to him too for helping me and my friends with the preparation. ^^
Following that would be TCS lesson for 4 hours. x.x
It was a self-evaluation session followed by some personal opinions. My personal take ? I think some are really too bragging, some are really looking down on themself too much and some are just neutral and some are just too exaggerating. Funny why I didn't express them all out just now. Guess I dun wan things to be awkward for myself after that.
For a person who keeps thinking negative and that he had the worst in his life, I think that's really selfish. You have to appreciate what you have in life. Treatment by friends, yes, you made me feel guilty. In anyway must not always think negative please. I've seen people who wants to study in sp but can't afford and they tell a tale which is much more sad than what we have right now.
One must look in the mirror and not exaggerate please. I mean come on. What age are we living in now. I don't know. For me, things must go naturally. If you're wrong apologise. If you're not then don't need. Things which are not big issues, don't make it big. Let em remain the size as it originally is. Don't need to make a sad or bad situation so serious. We can chill. Please.
It is all so much of the mind over matter. Sigh if only the environment was similar as to when I was in 5/1.. Everyone, despite the quarrellings, we were like siblings. Why am I beginning to have an issue with people ? I guess for now, I really hate it when people are too sensitive or does not care for one another.
Poly life is fun at times and too serious at times. Sometimes when I joke, the respond isn't the same as when I get from my secondary school mates. I really hope that despite my jokes and shit randomness, people know that I'm a person with good intention and empathy. I believe I judge things well.
Hmm.. the very mention of the word time-bomb reminds me of what Mrs. Anba mentioned. It wasn't directed at me or anything but she mentioned that there are people like that. And that was when I discovered what kind of person I am. I am not proud of that and neither have I told people that very part of me. I wish I could be more expressive in terms of what I feel as a person. I bottle up really a lot. And I daresay I have not unleash the shit yet. Each time I'm angered, I just keep quiet and tries very hard to forget the matter. I dislike fighting with friends especially close friends. But some people do need a knock in the head. I hate to be the one doing it. I haven't done it in poly class. Edil very much has this little habit too according to what he says.
I've read this post through and I doubt it I've said anything wrong. In fact, I've unbottled almost 1/10 of what that contains in my heart. I am feeling fine so far. I was a little upset with the treatment of my best friend a month ago but have attempted to adapt to it. It's okay. Like everyone, I want to have fun in class - clean fun. I enjoy the times when we would chat about dota and calefare stuff.
Thanks a million to my group for being the best group I've ever been in the class and their support during the self evaluation just now. I appreciate it that my extra efforts have been recognised. I think everyone in the team is great. Hope things remain that way throughout. I can foresee conflicts but I hope that conflicts won't seperate us.
Girlicious album is out! Secondhand Serenade sounds awesome. First time I praise and outside band for good music. The first and second track is great. Girlicious album of the year ? Nonsense please. Have they forgotten about Mariah Carey and Madonna ? I think Girlicious is averagely fine and not that fantastic. I'm damn happy that I'm once again able to carry 2000 songs again in my pocket everywhere with me. Thank my mom a lot.
Farhan
"so SO WHAT. I'm still a rockstar. I've got my rock moves." - Pink.
Damn pink's new single just came out it's really fire. It's the best I've heard from her so far. But sadly for me, I've been listening to it too many times that I'm starting to get sick of it. o.O Stop me from listening to it. Haha. It's called 'So What' and it's my new blog song! Even her single album cover is cool. Album coming out on October 24th. Must buy! haha
Poly 50 event on Wednesday was an eye opener for me. I didn't know it was that crazy. People running like mad. The fun and the anger and the sadness. It was a national day celebration day too. We sat right in front of the principal without knowing it. Lol. So now I know who he is. Was the lap counter for the day. Stood there giving cards out for almost and hour. Sad that canoe polo team was disqualified despite being third. Damn the system. Haha.
Been missing out canoe trainings for the 3rd week now. Promised to get back to training 2 weeks from now - right after MST ends. Never really exercised. My arms got a little flabbier than the usual training days. Lol. My diet for every week is terrible.
No more 8GB Ipod touch for me. Moved on to Classic. Bought the Black one on Friday as it's quite cool and different. The remix metal cover is damn cool. Full body protection which I like. ^^ But sadly it protects so well that the scroll heat sensitivity cannot fully detect my finger's heat so it makes my scrolling really bad and annoying. But well I dun wan any scratches or dirt on it so I don't mind. And I've quickly used up 18GB of it. Show's how much I need the space urh ?
Going to spend the day reading PEEE notes today. For sure I'm going to finish BJT coz it's a super short topic. Read part I already and understands that there is this p-n-p and n-p-n thing. ZZ. Then there is this cut off zone thing. wtf la. So many things to take note of. My mind also worrying for DE lab test and chinese test. NB.
IDEAS presentation tomorrow again. Felt like yesterday. It'd be our last. Won't crash it.
Farhan
Finally.
I have pictures of my class. It was a pretty interesting morning. We all presented on our products. All of us wore formal. Different kinds of combinations of course. Shawn's group was the longest - like 1hr ? Ours was like 20 mins only. But being the last group.. we were shot with questions. Lol.. Luckily all can answer.. The after PEEE Winnie took photos of the class. Since we were in 'nice' attire for the whole day anyway lol. Here they are:
Farhan
Hellllllllllllo to the first week of stressful August.
Scary.
Had the longest basketball session on Friday. Like from 12pm to 5pm ? Crazy. We now dare to go topless. haha. Talk about tanning while playing. It was damn tiring after that. Then suddenly I went moody. Don't know why. Sorry bout that but that's just me lar. So I decided to went off first. Them doing things slowly didnt help of coz. Sorry about that.
And so I got over the blood test thingy. It isn't as scary as I'd imagined it. She poked me well. Right in my veins. The sharp prick was felt for a sec only. And it was done in a minute. But I wouldn't want to give them another tube of my blood. Pretty nerve wrecking. I can't freaking blow my right ear. It's so annoying - and painful a little. Need to come back in 2 weeks times just for it. wdf. Anyway the checkup is a full body checkup. I really mean full. And wa lao I got a lady doctor for my body checkup.. NB.. Sorry I made a big din about it.. pretty embarassing sia.. The people working there are nice though. The ECG room people were very friendly. I discovered I have 2 minor health issues now.. My eyes and my backbone.. And I fully confirmed and learnt that my weight have increased by 4kg within a year. Is that good ? I don't know. Maybe I need it.
Been absent from training for 2 weeks now. Don't know if I'm going for tomorrow's. Zz. Dota game now with my class peeps. I never stop do I ? haha
Farhan
