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Name: [f]arhan
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
A week of muuusssssiiiccc.
This week..
Lots of music to listen to..
Been waiting for a month like this..
Haha..
Kind of sick with the songs in my Ipod..
September and October was the month I've been anticipating actually..


Starting off with the killer new single that people have been going insane for it at SIN. Haha Candy would know what I'm talking about. ^^
It was a radio rip that came out and at night, Voila! A CD rip was available already. That was uber awesome. I told myself that I had to wait for 2 more weeks for it but was wrong totally. I didn't like it at first but after listening to the song in full audio quality, I think it's reaaallllyyyy good. Give her a chance on this as the producer for this track is new for her.
Then I gave to Lee Hao and Arif.. Lee found it above average. Haha..
The song's in great rotation in my Ipod.

4 Albums:
  • The Rasmus - Black Roses
  • Jennifer Hudson - Jennifer Huson
  • Monrose - I Am
  • Robin Thicke - Something Else






LOL but of course I don't listen to them all..
I don't even listen to Monrose. Robin Thicke's 'Magic' is good.
Now I know the title of the song that's being played on advertisements on TV. Zz.
Jennifer Hudson's 'Spotlight' was great but the album sounded fine for me. I like pocketbook too.
'Black Roses' is my best of all four. I liked the The Rasmus since their first album and first single. They were goooood albums but didn't sell well. I don't understand. Haha.
As for Monrose's 'I Am', let's just say it would be appropiate if you are playing it in a club. Haha.

There there. I'm wondering why am I reporting all these stuff ? Haha. I'm not reporting. I'm just telling the songs I'm into at the moment.
^^

Internet Explorer 8.1 BETA is giving me annoying problems. I shouldn't have tried if I would have known the problems. Safari is performing better for me.

Ground school test today and I haven study a SINGLE SHIT. Whatever man. They say we are going to 'do it together' in the lab. Lol. Learnt how to take-off last thursday and it was damn fun. Flying at the simulator was quite fun. I never knew that. The R/T checks is like CB. Damn a lot to know.

Chalet in 1.5 weeks. Why am I excited about it ? I don't know. Hari Raya next week. I think there's polo training on that day too. LOL. Me and Hafi plan to come still. Preferably after 5pm. Lol. Crazy.

Oh and this is the only picture I have of myself with my canoe polo team. Lol.


Farhan

(9:52 AM)


Friday, September 26, 2008
Official: Womanizer out on US radios at 6am!
It's official.
And it's super cool official.
And theres the official Single artwork. Nice.
And the song is available for streaming at 12am tonight.
I can't believe I'm putting this above my training.
Haha.
And there goes the lyrics.
I've put it as a blog song as I managed to rip it on my own in perfect quality. Have a listen guys. ^^


- WOMANIZER -

Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue, what you’re doing?
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin' more than just re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer

Boy, don't try to front
I know just what you are

Womanizer

Daddy-O
You got the swagger of champions
Too bad for you
Just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard
It could be easy, but that's who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me as a sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim not another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way I'm ever gonna fall for you, never you, baby

Maybe if we both lived in a different world
It would be all good, and maybe I could be ya girl
But I can't 'cause we don't
--

My take ? It's aimed at Kevin. Lol. And heres another cool picture I found circulating around.

And in the meantime, I changed the blog ipod to britney's Blackout. Although Blackout can R.I.P. but lets listen to it the last time. Lol.

Farhan

(11:11 AM)


Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Holidays are ending ..
Yup.
Holidays are ending.
It's been a long month with all the fasting and training simultaneously.

Just got back from going out with Cheng Hua, Shaun, Jason, Derrick and Arif. CH left earlier as he had training. We bought famous Wine Bar at the Crumpler store. :) CH bought the black one at Paragon. I bought MahoeBar at first which is same as Shaun's but I felt that the color had stayed with me since I was like 15 years old. My mom laughed when she saw my bag collection as although they were all of different brands, they were the same color! And I really mean the same dark camo color. So went to had it exchanged but there was only 1 black left and it happened to be the display set too. Zz. Nah I never really fancied display sets. So i got myself the brighter green which is something new for me too. Oh and I've got to show you one cool pict I accidentally took. It resembled a scary face. And the other picture, which is below it, is how it really looks like. It's very new so it looks super flattened and deflated. Haha.




Had dinner at the same place where they Sheesha-ed too. LOL. The food there was awesome. We were taken in by surprise from the good service and food provided. A great place to eat. The cheese fries looks damn tasty..






And on the way home, I met Mei Shi. And we met Lam Yi Kee at that alley where we were eating. Wtf ?! What a place to meet a lecturer. And we saw Louis Khoo and Barbie Hsu, lead actors from the upcoming chinese movie, 'Connected', at Cineleisure. First time seeing them haha.

Nope.
There are no new album leaks for me to report. Haha. But 2 new singles from 2 hot bands. 'Gives You Hell' and 'Human' are first singles from upcoming albums by The All-American Rejects and The Killers respectively. Frankly, I would choose Human over the other one. The Killers sounds way better. Haha.
AND it is very annoying that Womanizer did not leak. It's been changed to next week. Apparently the short 40sec clip which leaked got mixed reviews and there was uncertainty the single would do well. So it is getting some mixing and maybe, Britney is re-recording the song. I am still waiting anxiously for it. One thing we are sure though is that, it is DEFINITELY going to take over the radio charts as #1 next month and November. That is for sure. It always happens. Lol but for now, Jive pissed us, the fans, off. =.=

I cannot believe my heavy committments to come in the next few weeks. Nah I shan't mention them here. I will try to equalise the things I have to do.

Watched Babylon with Jocelyn and Arif yesterday. The movie is damn confusing. I didn't quite get the whole storyline. Wouldn't recommend you guys to watch it.


Farhan

(10:11 PM)


Thursday, September 18, 2008
12 more days of fasting to go.
WHEE.
I've fasted for 18 days.
It's like damn fast.
Super fast.

Hari Raya's on a wednesday I think. Everytime when fasting month ends, I notice that I can go on withouot food for quite long during the day. OF COURSE right. It might be good. But no energy. Last night I drank like 6 cups of cherryade drink. So damn unhealthy. But that was enough to keep me full for 2 hrs without eating.

And so the seniors begin teaching us polo properly. What the hell. Need more trainings and practice. Seriously. Keep getting stressed by the seniors. I know the importance of improving but give us more time man. I need to figure out how to get gain more strength to move in water. More gym I suppose. And wtf, I became so much more darker after yesterday's training. The hand and body color differs in 2 obvious colors. Sunblock coming soon. Haha.

And so, I had a conversation with Ivan very recently which turned out to be disastrous. He made it disastrous not me. Got scolded for nothing. Crazy ass. So damn reactive. Oh and the insults too. Anyway told him to be less sensitive and not get too hot tempered too often while at the ugly conversation but he just keeps retaliating. Woo. How's he going to survive in the future adult world ? WOW. I talk like I'm better. But come on, I wouldn't say this if no one had agreed with me on this. Haha. But overall I enjoyed the talk lar. He quite funny. I was late for training for entertaining him you know. Lol.

My first simulator yesterday! It was fun. I never tried this thing before. I've seen it at SP but never tried it. Learnt about cockpit and pre-start checks. DAMN A LOT. Cb. Went with Jerren. The instructor will be grading us based on how well we fly starting from the 3rd simulator lesson. He is very nice. But very blur too. I keep looking and asking him questions but he just ignored. Zz. Then there was Rilvia the admin lady there too. I didn't know she was very sociable with the guys. Zz. I thought she was always the serious kind of person. Turns out otherwise. She is crazy. Lol. We were at the sim cockpit when she brought a tube of gel and began applying at our hair and styling it her way. WTF. For my head, she totally made it shiny which means she used a lot. Seriously a lot. WTF. Journey to SP in that state of crystal shining hair. Heck. I was going to be in the swimming pool anyway. And I took a picture of the cockpit simulator too:



Went out for dinner with my malay class people. It was fun. Been quite long since I laughed like that. It always was fun. 2nd time now. Haha. Ate at Al-Azhar. Freaking crowded. I shall assume that is a popular eating spot as even after 7.30, they were lots of people coming to eat. More chinese of course. The food isn't that bad. But the lemon chicken me and Shazwin ordered didn't taste nice. Damn sour. Haha. Shazwin hated the 'Strawberry Lesse' drink I ordered but I liked. Lol. As usual, I drink more than I eat. Before the Lesse drink, I had a miloshake. Finished that within 5 minutes. And my food haven't even arrive. Zz. Anyway it was great to see the people there. Now I saw it for myself that Nadiah is in PJC. She came too and eat with us after her school. Haha. Then talked shit with Shazni. Making fun of me is always funny. Zz. Lol. After that, headed to old school area where we played classic retarded games till 11pm. Had pictures taken too. Nisa is damn good at making the cat sound effect sia. Lol.









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Results are out. Disappointed with 3.3 GPA. I thought I did well for my TCS module. How come it's not an A. I keep thinking about that. Will attempt to do better next semester. Now my new class code is 1A/23. Haha. Will be meeting the class again during the chalet from 8th to 10th October. Skipping trainings for those 3 days. No SYFC on those 3 days thank god. I'm guessing I will see Timothy there too as his is from 7th to 9th October. Same place as us too.

Finally. PCD is out. And then there's Plain White T's album too.

But the album is kind of disappointing. Most of the songs were from Nicole's never released album. Like sloppy work to me. Expected a lot from this album. There a good songs but just too much Nicole. Her vocals are getting boring. 'Magic' is my favourite track. And it is produced by Timbaland obviously. Could recognize his cool beats. Have yet to listen to Plain White T's.. Full of new music this month.

Britney's confirmed album news: New album entitled 'Circus' out on 2nd December. First single 'Womanizer' out on Radio next Monday. HOT. Can't wait. I'm praying for a high quality leak by Next Monday. Like how Gimme More leaked suddenly last year in October and a very high quality one that is too.

Farhan

(11:26 AM)


Sunday, September 14, 2008
Short week. Long weekends.
Yup. This week felt short. Maybe it's because of the trainings.
But on Saturday. It's a freaking long day - because of SYFC.

CONGRATS TO Britney man. Haha. MTV VMA 2008 = Britney owns. 3 Awards for her. o.O Plus she looked spectacular. Ratings went up because of her and she have brought for herself a new and good image. Impressive really. Look at the images for yourself. ^^





*Taken from breatheheavy.com and BOBO's remixes.


I don't think anyone's goinna bitch about her anymore looking at how much she have improved. Her album is out in December this year. WOW. And it is so special that after each dance rehearsal she has, the CD is locked in a safe. o.O Only 2 songs have been heard by her dancers. Nothing has leaked yet. Talks are going on for a tour on new year's eve next year. She is definitely seriously about claiming back her title.

Oh and this is a small picture of her at all her previous year peformance at the VMAs.


The many kilometres of running is killing me. Every Thursday I will surely dread coming a little. Because it super hiong for me. Sprint super long distances. So I didn't sprint when everyone did. I just paced throughout. I may be the last but I had to conserve my energy for the rest of the training. At the last lap though, I gave it my all.

Have to get my muscles used to carrying heavy weights. Currently practising on 10kg. Hoping to increase it to 15kg by the end of the year. Currently I'm also working on perfecting my pull-ups. I think its ugly. Need to do it the proper way. Nevermind. Shall start slowly. No harm. I was carrying dumbells while playing dota 2 days ago with Jerome hosting. Lol. For each time my hero dies, I switched hand. Did it in sets of 10.

Just came back from IVP canoe polo at CCAB. The place where I had sports day in Secondary 4 & 5. I didn't reminisce though. Haha. Coz I was at the swimming pool. So we made it in time to watch the year 3s 'own' the game. I knew a much more faster way there. Zz. But went all the way to Toa Payoh instead. Zz. It was great that they beat NUS. There was one guy with a fuckedup smirk on the face when he made the first ball in. It was great letting them eat the score at the end of the game. :x

SP was dammn noisy just now when they played. We were shouting and singing throughout. Damn insane. Haha. At least we showed how supportive we are to our players. And after that, it was damn boring already. I was really sleepy already when it was 3pm. So I watched Ironman on my Ipod. Lol. And listened to Gym Class Heroes for a while too. It ended at 5pm. I was already wanting to go home. Zz.

It was a long and sleepy day in class yesterday. Had SYFC from 11am to 6pm. WTF. Study what ? Study about radiio telephony and plane parking and wait, basically all about that Cesna. Fkk. It was interesting at first la but after staying there for hours and the CAI lesson was OMFG. The computer software was like an annoying robot repeating EVERY single word on the screen. Damn sian. Cannot override and move on to next slide. Wa kao. That one, I seriously fell asleep as the voice kept saying and saying. I was damn sick of the word 'Skylark' by then. The radio commands damn a lot la. I need to be taught in practical form. After much talking by the instructors, I am now excited and scared for my flying lessons coming soon in October. I want to do well for all my 6 sorties. I will do well and move on to phase 2. :)

2 new album leaks!
'Brass Knuckles' and 'Year Of The Gentleman'.


I've been waiting for Ne-Yo's for a long time. The wait was 3/4 worth it. The songs turned out to be pure R&B. The album is good. 'Part Of The List' is very nice. As for Nelly's, the album is okay okay. Lol. Nothing fantastic in my opinion. Very hip hop kind.
And look at the new Ipod Nanos. Must praise Steve Jobs for the creativity his company possess. It is a really attractive mp3 player. Functions improved too. I hate the fact though that the new
Ipod touch is $100 cheaper and comes with a built-in speakers. ^%&^&#%$!


Polo training tomorrow. Now that IVP's over , seniors are able to focus on us now and teach us. Time to be as good as them. Haha. Takes time takes time. Got 3 months I think. Juggling SYFC and Polo trainings well. ^^

Life. sometimes I think I'm dumb. Always pushing myself and never to think or care for my ownself. Not everyone are your good friends Farhan. Stop deluding yourself.

Farhan

(8:02 PM)


Friday, September 12, 2008
Questionnaire Marcus bugged me to do.
I've never done this kind of thing before.
I see my sister does it on her blog a lot of time. Zz.
No harm doing this one. Sometimes the questions are damn funny. I remembered seeing the one Wai Leong did.

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1. Your relationship with him/her (Marcus) is?
Poly mate.

2. Your five impression of him/her?
timid (used to), sporty, direct, funny - shit. LOL

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
... erm. I dunno.

4.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
dun wan say. haha

5.What kind of guy/girl he/she like?
He likes guys - a lot. Kidding. Hmmmmmm. 'Sweet' girls ?

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I can't prove this online but I'm seriously straight.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be:
i dunno i dunno i dunno.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
try to rectify the conflict. ^^

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
he is too pokey.

10. The most desired thing that you want to do for him/her now is?
ergh.. finish this questionnaire..

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Great hang out friend.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
too random recently, DOTA, friendly!

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Empathatic.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
Procrastinate.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
The son of the Apple founder.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Quote from Marcus, "i loveeeee youuu guysss!".

17. Pass this Quiz to 10 people.
1)Wei Jie
2)Yan Ping
3)Lee Yen
4)Jason
5) Wai Leong
6)Jerome
7)Su Maw
8)Cheng Hua
9)Winnie
10)Shazlin
*All named out of random. ^^ for fun..

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
No one. I think yet-to.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
(fe)male. Haha.

20. If no.7 and 8 are together, will it be a good thing?
They don't even know each other. And No.8's attached.

22. What is no.2 studying about?
Tourism and resort management.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?
Like last night.

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
McFly was the recent band I knew he fancy.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yes.

26. Will you woo no.3 ?
She is single. Woo ? Never done that before. Try her ? HAHA kidding.

27. How about no.7 ?
CLOSE FREN OF 6 YEARS and still counting leh.

28. Is no.4 single?
Yar.

29. What is the surname of no.5 ?
Shit.. I forgot..

30. What's the hobby of no.4?
Soccer and DOTA ?

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Yes!

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
singapore polytechnic

33. Talk something casually about no.1?
Still owe you the Havainassssssss.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?
He's attached. and it is a 'He'.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
Jurong West near the polyclinic.

36. What colour does no.4 like?
I think grey ?

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Barely know each other.

38. Does no.7 like no.2 ?
Yeah - as friends.

39. How do you get to know no.2 ?
Secondary schooool.

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Heard him mentioning about dogs at his house. Think he has ? lol

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
HOLY. Can I like hide this questionnnnnn. Ok. She definitely want me to say yes.

42. Is no.10 tall?
No. but No. 9 is. Haha.

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DONE. haha. Will be making a new entry soon. Talk about this month of fasting + long running sessions. Haix.
Farhan
(1:13 PM)


Saturday, September 06, 2008
25th VMA 2008 tomorrow..
Thank god they are premiering VMA 2008 on Monday in Singapore.
That's just a day later.

I will be at home at 10am watching it. Especially the start of the show where Britney is going to open the VMA. Fark. At first it's been said she WON'T be performing. But just yesterday, an official video of her rehearsing a dance routine with a hot song rumored and supposedly confirmed to be her first single which is titled 'Underground' leaked on msn.music.com Could it be a surprise performance ?? I hope SO. It was a hot dance routine I must say.


Had to start this entry with new music that I'm digging as there are quite a number. Christina Aguilera changed her image and style of music again. New single titled 'Keeps Gettin' Better' is awesome. I made it my blog song. Hee ^^. It definitely a whole new song genre from her and she is going to be performing it tomorrow at the VMAs. Oh and Fall Out Boy's new single 'I Don't Care' sounds great too. It's very much their typical kind of music but it is a good first single I think.



Gym Class Heroes's 'The Quilt' have leaked! It's an awesome party album seriously. I'm considering to buy it if I see it in stores. Addicted to 3 of the songs currently. It's in my blog ipod.

I've thought about it and I think this month is going to be a huge challenge for me physically. I'm going to have to endure tough trainings and at the same time, fasting. Fasting has never been an issue but vigorous exercise + fasting is an issue for me. I'm nt used to it yet. Take last Thursday's circuit for example. Nobody knew how warm and shaky my body felt during the 1.2km sprint. I tried to maintain my pace but I just couldn't. Survived it all though. I'm not sure about next week. Notice too that I don't talk as much as I do now because I am seriously fucking lethargic. I really mean the word 'lethargy'. Recovered from my biceps muscleache and that's good. I think Nigel is understanding as he asked me not to push myself during the circuit training. I felt glad that someone understood my 'plight'. Of course I'm not giving up so soon. I will train harder and although I have a damn feeling I'm the weakest there (first time in my life), I'm going to carry on till I improve. This is the only time I can do it and I will try.

First day at SYFC today. I wished Arif was there too. Everyone had their own companions. Most are same class together. I was wondering how come it was like that. Zz. Anyway most are familiar faces from medical checkups and the interview itself. Familiar flying instructors too. The introduction was damn long winded la.. We were all so bored. But we kind of liked the Flight Simulator instructor. He's got charisma. I like his idea of not being too strict. I mean being too strict for what ? It's not as if we are in a real military premise. Haha. This poster here which they give to each person is very important.

I have to master what each small part is for and the indications. It's really a lot. The notes and all.. it is crazy. I really hope I won't get booted out. I cherish this opportunity. Made a few friends and it is really a few. Didn't talk that much with them but yeah.. The shirt stinks. Haha. Coz it's also sweat absorbant. Zz. It's only the start. Exciting.

Been downloading LOTS of movies recently. With the help of Lee Hao. And extensively to Choo Wei Jie. Haha. He helped me download 'The Dark Knight' and 'The Incredible Hulk'. THANKS MAN. Haha. I appreciate it la. ^^ Oh and 'Harold And Kumar' is a damn nice movie. A movie about comedy+friendship+nonsense. Quite worth your time. I've yet to watch 'Another Cinderella Story'. Haha. My sister was like.. "WTF?! HOW COME YOUR IPOD HAVE GOT SO MANY NEW MOVIES AND U NEVER TELL ME?". LOl.

Farhan

(11:51 PM)


Monday, September 01, 2008
Last week's venture.


RSAF open house yesterday!
Woke up at 6.40am and went out at 7.15am. Was already expecting to be late to meet the rest. Turns out, Lee Hao haven even wake up when I was there. He beat me to it. Wheee. Didn't even realise I was in the same cabin as Arif in the MRT. He didn't even call me out to let me know. ZZ. I stood throughout the journey from Jurong East to Eunos you know. At the checkpoint there, Arif mentioned about people with metal testicles. WTF. LOL. Damn funny shit. He was talking about it on a little serious note but LOL we made fun about him having to detach his for check at the checkpoint. Turns out, Lee Hao was given a thorough body check instead. So we concluded him having the metal testes. Lol. Funny shit.
Anyway, we arrived there at 10.15am (like after the checkpoints and the shuttle bus journey), just in time for the aerial displays at 10.30am. It was awesome seeing the airplanes blasting their way up the sky right in front of our eyes. How come I never get to see that the year before ? I forgot to take a picture. -.- In any case. Cheng Hua did. I forgot to ask him for it when he was online last night. Argh.




On Saturday, I had the most fked up morning.It wasn't anyone's fault but I just felt damn unlucky. My alarm clock in my phone didn't sound at the time I set it. I woke up at 6.50 and that was my mom waking me up. I realised instantly how late I was. Rushed into the toilet and came out like 5 minutes later. Got out of the house at 7.10am but the bus came only at 7.25am. I still got on it despite Arif smsing me about not going anymore. I really couldn't decide. Part of my mind worrying about training, wanting to for training and also my idiotic stomachache. In the end I had to stop halfway through the journey to appease my stomach. NB. Damn damn damn fked up. I gave up. Looked at the watch which says 8.30am. SO fking late already. Go home ba. No mood like TOTALLY. Woke up so early for nothing. That's the downside about rushing for something when you know you're already late. I hate that Saturday.

I pretty much like the MegaBite cafe at NUS. Went there for lunch with sec school mates last Friday. And at night, went for a little preview seminar on becoming a commercial pilot. The speaker/lecturer was from SP and is well known for his avionics skills and knowledge. He is damn good. He's an Aeronautical Engineering lecturer and a pilot himself too. And of the people who went, it certainly felt like the 3 of us were the youngest. Zzz. The people there looked more matured than us and is for sure, older than us.

Starting to go back for Canoe trainings already. They freezed Polo trainings for juniors. Argh damn. So now its all sprint trainings for us. We need it anyway. To prepare for the upcoming marathon. Sheesh. Interesting. And the training plan's just changed. WTF. There's supposed to be training today at 6.45am. Zzz So late then post... Lol. Gym training tomm. Wonder if I can last. Last Thursday's gym training left me with muscle aches in my legs. I couldn't walk properly. Finally recovered. 8km run o m g. Insane. 10 sets of 10 pull ups. Zzz. I can't sprint for nut's sake. I'm a very 'pacing' person. Everyone chionged during the 2km sprints but I just died from the start but caught up with them in the middle. But still came in last. Haha. Need to catch up again. And Jun Hui sort of confronted me but hell he said something wrong. WTF. Nearly wanted to rebut but everyone was looking. So I stayed silent and listened to whtever he said. I hate his way of talkng to juniors. Don't know me then don't scold anyhow la just because you're good and fit. NB.


VMAs 2008 coming up. But in Singapore, MTV will definitely premiere it late. Suck suck suck. I don't think Britney's appearing but heck, it would be great if she wins something. Erh. Michael Phelps is going to be there presenting an award too. What the..

It is quite surprsing Sugababes are releasing a new album next month. They released 'Change' like a year ago exactly. And their first single entitled 'Girls' ain't that fantastic. Addicted to Ne-Yo's 'Miss Independant'. Very catchy RnB tune. I'm a little impatient to hear Ne-Yo's 'Year Of The Gentleman' album. It should be out anytime soon now.

I really admire John Legend's amazing talent of singing. His voice is amazing. His second single is titled 'If You're Out There'. I think it's a song about coming together to fight the negativeness of life like poverty. Fighting it together as human beings. It's a damn nice song. Awaiting for his 'Evolver' too.

First day of fasting month starts today. I'm doing fine now at 11.25am. During normal days, I usually don't eat until 4pm when my uncle comes with food. Let's see if it is the same during fasting days.

Farhan

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