She blast it. 3rd performance of the week and she killed it. It was the best she gave of the 3 days. I guess it's time for her to rest after 3 consecutive nights. On Tuesday she will be performing Womanizer alongside Circus. (WOOOOTS) Will put that up for you guys too. :)
Just got back from Vivo with my mateys. Studied at Starbucks. Must really... THANK LEE HAO A LOT. For he spent almost 2 hours teaching me the adder and a little on the counter thingy. Will be going more in-depth tomorrow. :)
Checked out Music Junction only to find that Circus isn't out in stores yet. Zz. Slow singapore slow.
MST commences tomorrow. 4 day event. "and I'm ready to break". The next thing I know is that I've taken the 4 papers finish fully.
And after that, it would be training training training training training training training training. Needa train hard already. Oh and we got new training shirt. Lol. Official scorching red singlets. 2 of it.
Hmmm nothing much to say. Nothing interesting these few days apart from Britney's live performances since 2007's - for me. :)
Farhan
(10:17 PM)
Saturday, November 29, 2008
First Live 'Womanizer' performance.
Cool.
More to come next week. ^^
Farhan
(7:40 PM)
Sunday, November 23, 2008
So many things to read. Zz
PEEE. DE. Structured Programming.
Wah lao. Catching up is one thing that I find tough. Lol. Especially DE. Crazy sia. I don't understand the adder thingy. PEEE is easier to digest but soooo many formulaes. Zzz. Managed to finish RJ4 today and it was tired typing. Racked my brains a little too for the product ideas. Me and Cheng Hua have not come to a main product idea yet but roughly some ideas. For this semester it will be a 4 day test. Ergh.
I just recalled not getting the Haji lane pictures from Nisa when she signed in. Lol.
Forgot to mention that I met Choon Lock at my own house bus stop. Can't believe I recognise him from afar based non his walking movement. Still haven change sia that guy. Funny. Speaking of which I miss those councillor days in secondary school. Next thing for him is NS. Haha.
Gotten invitation for 2 to Velvet Underground for Britney's album party in Sg. All the people I have in mind are 17 years old.. Only 18 years old allowed. Damnit.
Now I hate tomorrow as theres a Structured Prog test. I hate tests. And then there is the IDEAS 4 hour lesson to start with. OMFG. And my group is kind of stuck with the student design board. I know nuts too to tell myself.
CSSPROM 08 is going on right now. Lol. I still remember when me, Arif, Wei Jie, Luther and Darren stayed overnight at Sentosa after prom. Lol.
The phone featured in the Womanizer MTV is Nokia 5800 and I've taken a sudden liking for it. Hmm.
Back to reading PEEE.
Farhan
(8:38 PM)
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wooopsie.
Keep thinking bout my BAD first sortie. Need to prepare so much for my 2nd sortie. But exams are coming too..
That's it, I have to pause my canoe training for the moment. FOR THE MOMENT ONLY. And i just discovered 3 on 3 polo is on the first week of January. Sheesh.. 3 weeks of my hols on December is going to be dedicatd to training then. For now it's really study time. Both SYFC and school. Damn I do feel bad not going for training. But then again it would help me relax a bit after so many times of getting pissed during training. That 3 on 3 is getting me excited too. Lol. But wait, I might still go for gym..
If my 2nd sortie I get Goh CL, I can be prepared for the worse. LOL. I never heard a single good thing about him. Zz. By right tomm will be the last SYFC lesson and then theres a 2 week break. Interesting.
I'm beginning to get a little stressed at the mention of structured programming. Lol. I feel helpless most of the time in group discussions.
Circus retail leaked! Woots. But still Imma go get myself a copy next week. :) Playing 'Circus' now. 2nd single coming to radios soon!
Religious class just now was pretty interesting. Apparently we are going to have an outing. Woots. Time for some interaction. It'd beter be fun. I just discovered something, no offense but no matter how notorious my malay friends can be, I sincerely believe they make true companions or friends in life. There's this immediate camaraderie effect. Everyone's friendly and nice actually. I'm just going to explore this whole thing. At least that's what I discovered. Then I thought a little: What the hell was I thinking back then in secondary school ? I was hoping for the kayaking idea not to be cancelled.. Haha.
It's going to be a lot of lesson holes next week. I hope I would not need to come back to school on Friday. First of all, catch up with my sleep. Need the energy. Next, REVISE.
Shaun says Superhuman is better than Circus. LOL. I mean Chris Brown is good to a certain extent but he is nowhere comparable to Britney. Lol. Britney makes more hits than he does. :)
Lastly not forgetting to mention, I had a great long chat with Winnie yesterday. It was an open chat. At certain point I feel bad but yeah, there is only so much I can do as friend right ? :)
Farhan
(11:09 PM)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Horrible flight. Trainings.
It was a horrible first sortie. Really.
Left school early at 9am for SYFC. And I forgot to take excuse letter. Sheeeeeet. To think that I kept reading and reading the damn book. Yet I couldn't perform the standard for external checks. It was scary please. I thought he was screaming at me as he was scolding me but it turned out the other planes were taking off so it was normal of him to raise his voice louder. Zz. I kept going lenient on the checks that is why. Only managed to cockpit safety checks well. External and 'walking to plane' checks screwed like nobody's business. Thank god A HELL LOT for giving me Sim CK for my first sortie for he was a kind and reasoning instructor. He knew I didn't read and prepare properly (ZZ) and gave me another chance to prove it during my 2nd sortie. Flying with him was quite scary and funny a little. He said he wanted to do a roller coaster stun at 3/4 of the flight and I went seriously uneasy. The G-force he creates is crazy. He was like enjoying poking fun at my G-force reaction. I totally jerked!
Zz. My hands are having mini blisters from holding the paddles and gym weights often now. Not complaining but I hate blisters like for real. Considering buying gloves now for training. And yesterdays running was wow for me. Lol. Whole shirt drenched in sweat. The up slopes are super annoying. Lol. Worse ever thing ? Jerald gave us 110 push ups after the run. Zz. Damnit. I like long distance run - at my own pace. Lol. Polo training just now. Guess me and Hafi shares a common problem. We conclude our conversation with the words selfish and annoying. Me and Hafi were laughing at the people who kept scolding us due to our mistakes but they themselves commit the same mistake. Real funny shit. They've created a time bomb in me seriously. Seniors coming back tomorrow. Goinna miss Friday's training but damn Alex is coming. Beeeen so long since we trained together. He's like better than the other players please. Always have logical reasons for the things he comments on. And when he scolds he knows how to say sorry due to his temper. Unlike some other shitters. Nvm. I really need to miss that one.
Sometimes if you reveal too much of ur opinions or how you feel openly, it may spark an awkwardness among ur friends or even quarrels. So I've made mine in drafts and they are all in full versions.
Many assignments and quizzes and projects. Friday I've got a whole lot of free time..
Farhan
(10:15 PM)
Monday, November 17, 2008
Finally.
"Circus" leaked in full. Finally.
Listened to it all of course and yes the album isn't perfect but it's really good effort okay. Look at all the dark smoke surrounding her and yet she is determined to make a comeback for real now. Blog song's changed to "Out From Under" and it is a really nice ballad. Been so long since 'Someday (I Will Understand)' and 'Everytime'. Guy Sigsworth and Max Martin works hand in hand with her. Danja's track is nonsense la.. Lol. Mannequin is awesome. Circus is even more awesome being the 2nd single. Next week's blog song. XD So now I can set my mind at peace after much impatience to listen to it all. Can study peacefully now. Woots.
My blog where got whining like sissy Wei Jie.. Haha.. Just ranting ma..
Feeling pissed since last Friday. People in polo. Fucked up damn fucked up. Not all la dumbass. Compare here compare there. Stress me for wht shit ? Dumb nut. There's more to this please. Goddamnit.
Speaking of training. My legs and knees are aching like wtfomgccb. Quite hiong sia water training last few days BUT beneficial. We improved. And damn tiring please. I just dun understand it man, I keep exerting so much energy that I'm left with no energy during game time. Damnit. My knee caps huuuurrrt. A lot of teammates sick nowadays too. =.= I just hope there is no push ups during gym so I can fully utilise the energy for weights. And the running just got longer but its good endurance training.
EXAMS are coming. Time to study like for real please Farhan.
Farhan
(11:05 PM)
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Out From Under
Breathe you out Breathe you in You keep coming back to tell me you’re the one who could have been and my eyes see it all so clear It was long ago and far away but it never disappears I try to put it in the past Hold on to myself and don’t look back
I don’t wanna dream about All the things that never were Maybe I can live without When I’m out from under I don’t wanna feel the pain What good would it do me now I’ll get it all figured out When I’m out from under
So let me go Just let me fly away Let me feel the space between us growing deeper And much darker every day Watch me now and I’ll be someone new My heart will be unbroken It will open up for everyone but you Even when I cross the line It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times
I don’t wanna dream about All the things that never were Maybe I can live without When I’m out from under I don’t wanna feel the pain What good would it do me now I’ll get it all figured out When I’m out from under
And part of me still believes When you ay you’re gonna stick around And part of me still believes We can find a way to work it out But I know that we tried everything we could try So let's just say goodbye Forever
I don’t wanna dream about All the things that never were Maybe I can live without When I’m out from under I don’t wanna feel the pain What good would it do me now I’ll get it all figured out When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna dream about All the things that never were Maybe I can live without When I’m out from under I don’t wanna feel the pain What good would it do me now I’ll get it all figured out When I’m out from under When I'm out from under
Farhan
(10:50 PM)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
CIRCUS.
Circus 6 track preview is up and playing now. First up is Womanizer. 2nd is Circus. 3rd is Out From Under. 4th is Kill The Lights. 5th is If You Seek Amy. 6th is Unusual You. Wicked sick..
"CIRCUS"
There's only two types of people in the world The ones that entertain and the ones that observe Well baby I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl Don't like the backseat, gotta be first I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot When I put on a show
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage I better be ready, hope that you feel the same
All eyes on me in the center of the ring Just like a circus When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip Just like a circus Don't stand there watchin' me, follow me Show me what you can do Everybody let go, we can make a dance floor Just like a circus
I'm loving the preview but I wan Circus in FULL. The lyrics are like hot please. Lol. It is the second song in the preview. "Is that money in your pocket or are you happy to see me ?". "Don't like the backseat, gotta be first, I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots". "All the boys and all of the girls are begging to If-You-Seek-Amy". 28th November 28th November.. Aargh.. Lol.
School's normal. Everythings normal. Except that the year 2008 is ending. And my mind can't stop thinking of listening to Circus. Lol. Back to trainings now after recovering.
Farhan
(9:22 PM)
Friday, November 07, 2008
Sick , sick.
I am having a fever. I am not feeling good. I am coughing non stop.
SICK. And it sucks. I wouldn't mind being sick for a day but for almost a week now. With yesterday and today full-fledging to high fever. I should be resting. Yet I still went to school. Couldn't even stay back for lunch and group project with the rest. Really needed to rest at home. Missed like I don't know how many trainings already. But it's no use coming in this state. Trying to recover fully here. I'm also planning to rest tomorrow so I will be skipping SYFC too since it is only CAI. My cough is really that bad.
Britney appeared on stage on Madonna's tour 6 hours ago. XD For the first time in 5 years, she faced a huge crowd again. I can't wait for 'Circus' to leak. Haha. If I order a Japan version, it would cost me 35 dollars and not even a deluxe edition too. Hmm.. I think I might end up buying it here in Singapore and downloading the bonus tracks online. Who ask them to give Japan all the goodies all the time. XD
Farhan
(7:41 PM)
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Booorreeed. So...
..I decided to post new info about my fav artist which I just got today. ^^
Official and finally released. Super photoshopped. Lol.
Track Listing:
1. Womanizer 2. Circus 3. Out From Under 4. Kill The Lights 5. Shattered Glass 6. If U Seek Amy 7. Unusual You 8. Blur 9. Mmm Papi 10. Mannequin 11. Lace and Leather 12. My Baby Bonus Track: 13. Radar
Not bad I must say. Way too pretty on cd cover print. Some find it isn't good enough for a comeback but I think it's just fine although it's a little plain at some parts. Just a cover anyway. Her appearing gorgeous is good enough. Unlike Blackout's... Haha.
And the tracklisting.. is not that bad either. Although I'm greedy for more tracks to be listed and WTF. 'Radar' as a bonus ? They playing a trick on us or what ? That song was out on previous album already. Zz. Ridiculous la. It'd better be a new mix or something. And I don't like 'Radar' in the first place. Lol. And hell yes - Mannequin is in the album. Whoopeee. The instrumental itself sounds nasty. Can't imagine album version. And also.. 'Circus' is the official 2nd single. I wanna listen to it already. XD Nvm.. 30 more days..
SYFC in the morning..
DAMN tiring. Last night training then morning wake up early for SYFC. Omfg.. Was like sleeping through the mass briefing by Baldiva. But he couldn't say anything too as I wasn't the only one dozing off.. Will be taking a nap later. I can foresee my first sortie coming next week. Ron is flying his first sortie now as I type. Interesting. TIRED still.
Gary talked to me about canoe polo yesterday at JE. Interesting too. We shared some problems like friends calling us no life. I already said though that I now, don't give a damn shit to what friends say about what I do. If you are my friend yoou would be supporting me. Will see how bad the situation is when I arrive to it. I hope I won't be that bad towards my teammates when it comes to being pissed. I can already see some unhappiness during my trainings here and there. Quarrels are bound to happen I guess.
I wonder why do some people have to get so serious like suddenly. Your showing enthusiasm doesn't mean I must show the same amount of enthusiasm as you right ? I will be serious about training but fuck, don't say me until like I'm some pig-ass lazy player. Because I am not. You barely even know me. I'm already being a timid and nice teammate. Don't come fucking dragging your voice on me. I never do anything right, u say it to me properly. Don't fucking sound like you're damn hardworking.