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Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
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Monday, September 28, 2009
attachment. competition's over. holidays. hari raya.
title says it all.

Yes, it's been ages since i updated. Been lazy and too busy. Mom's complaining why I keep going back home so late. i can't answer her. Don't know how to. Lol. It's a norm for me to be back home at night all the time. Only the recent Hari Raya days, did i managed to go out with her. Fasting month has ended. I freaking lost weight and looked 40% scrawnier than before. Lol. Should have seen that one coming. I don't get it. While other people anywhere wants to shed weight, here I am doing it with no sweat. What's wrong with my body ? I don't have sufficient vitamins in my body as i never take in any vegetable since i was 3 years old. I am in deep shit for that I know. I heal from injuries really slow. A minor cut can take a week and a half to recover for me. Lol. Wait-a-minute. Why am I talking about my body system. hmm.

Here a little summing up of things for me:
-Wei Jie's birthday.
-Canoe Polo competition.
-Exams.
-attachment all the way.

Work attachment from school. hmmm. hmmm. Hmm.... Boring. Certis Cisco. Security company. I don't understand why they would wanna take in students into their company when they don't have anything properly planned for them. Pretty dumb. Like right now, here I am playing on my macbook. Lasting for about 5 hours plus. Just slacking all the way. I would have been able to go for trainings using this time wasted. Not forgetting, I'm travelling around with the workers and perspiring along with them too. Wth. Fuck care about polo tee already. just wear t-shirt now. Haha.

During this period till attachment ends, I'll try to give my best during trainings. Just got back into the water recently and the whole body is dying already. Too long never row. I'll slowly catch up again. Wanna do something about my short bursts. Gym tomorrow! One thing though, I will accept all the scoldings but I won't give up. I know I should have quit way back but it's been too long. I like this sport. stop doing things halfway. I don't have ultimate strengths like the alumnis so I will try to work on speed and vision. I have found my motivation to train. The smirks and smiles from the faces of Tpeace is etched in my mind for now. I will turn that positive look on their face to disappointment when we meet next year. They are going to eat our shit by that time. And give that fat ass back his sarcasm.

Team dinner yesterday. Steamboatttt. Ate many beef slices. :] Attendance was as good as previous team dinner. O well.



New Britney song tomorrow. LOL! Titled '3'. Yes, the number 3. I don't know why it's that title. Sounds cool.

Meeting mr Singh and the other peeps this evening. it's beeen so long. Gonna be like another fun literature lesson! :]

Transformers 2 DVDRIP leaked. :]
Digging Paramore's 'Brand New Eyes'. :]


Farhan

(11:55 AM)


Monday, September 21, 2009
I just wanna be..
.. 'Happy'

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

:]

Farhan

(12:11 PM)