Monday, January 25, 2010

20 in 2 weeeeks !

Hello to my first timbuk2 bag! :]


Really love this tag a lot!


Hafi's 19th birthday 2 weeks back. Haha Sort of our first out-of-pool shot.

Mom's gotten me an early Bday present. Got myself another Timbuk2 Messenger. That was the original model which I had wanted and finally they had another 30 to sell. So yeah importing it straight from San Francisco. Should be arriving next Monday I think. That coupon which Megan gave is super cool. Free shipping plus 20% off EACH bags. Wish I had another one of that coupon. Lol. So basically I paid $52 cheaper than other people. Now I have two Messenger bags. :]

Taio Cruz has really a great R&B vibe to his songs. Loving both of his albums.

Kallang's training started again for this 2 weeks until the pool is opened. Hmm. 3 on 3 has just ended. Looking at Vimeo vids now. Wad are the keywords to type to a POOL of polo videos ? Anyone knows ? Lol.

Apple's unveiling something new in 2 days time! Oh well I can just watch and drool over it.

20 in 2 weeks time! I'm not classified as a teenager anymore ! Haha. It's gonna be weird.

Farhan

(7:10 PM)

Tired ! I hate suicides really. I'm not made for sprinting. Lol. Fuck
that 16 secs just now. Why can't we get the 15 secs? Hmmm. It's like I
wished I didn't have legs just now. Oops.

With wad Daren have said, i really mean by May. Gotta decide by that
time. Come onn.

Sore throat! Must be junyin again who passed it to me. Zz. I dun wanna
get super sick. Can't enjoy food with sore throat and running nose. Zz.

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I'm in the middle of January now. Too soon really. There's this
turning 20 officially thingy and CNY hols and study week approaching.
Do it right. Will. Do. Haha.

Looks like my saving plan is nt going well. Discovered there's new
models to be released in a couple of months. Think I will have enough
time to save up then since it's in months. :]

Apparently, AGM this year sounds more fun. There's food and gathering!
And video to watch too. Wonder hu the new president is haha! Next
Monday ya'all.

Hafi bday celebration yst. Tore his underwear. -.- but well it was the
first team bday celebration haha.

Bags will be shipping only next wednesday so it would take another 2
more weeks. Oh well lol.

I personally hate suicides. Just cannot stand it. Lol! Dat part of
exercise is like mood control for me sia.

Time to have that 'never sufficient' sleep. :]

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In any case, 1st week of sem 2 ended. Awaiting my timbuk2 bags.
Couldn't understand physics lecture today. Was sleepy in class.
Spinnovex was okok only. Broke. Went for training at 5pm. Injured my
left tiny toe. DAMN PAIN. Blue black haha.

3 on 3 tmr !! Exciting. Finally get to sit on vamp againn. But I
injure my toe so I gotta be careful nt to be careless.

Saving up my money to buy Beats Solo by Dr. Dre. 400 bucks. I think I
can make it haha for my birthday. Haha!

Started off the new year wif new music too. Kesha! Animal sounds real
good. Will get a copy if I had the spare cash. :]

Stay positive.

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Felt like nt going to class at all. The feeling of being the dumbest
in the clique.

Tmr's not gonna be any better I think.
Save myself from me.

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Should i call it a good year for me ? Yes ? No ? I shall call it a
year of lessons and regrets. 2009 was the year I have been thinking
heavily. Often in a pensieve. I think of all the things that i should
have done which I didn't. I think of all the fake smiles I put to my
problems and the small simple achievements i'm expected to achieve -
which I didn't too. And then I question myself "why?" pretty often.
Why dont i ever achieve ? I had wanted people to look up to me. But it
never happened. I have never ever liked the treatment given to me by
almost everyone in poly. My mind is very much busy throughout trying
to change and save myself. But at the end of of it all, I'm still the
same. Some people tried to help, give advices but they just don't
fully understand me. It isn't easy to give up on some things that I've
been doing even though i keep complaining having problems with them.
You see, I've fallen in love with doing it. I failed to keep up with
my studies still. I'm upset with myself for letting people think that
I do not take school as being important.

I'm determined though that this year, things will be better for me.
People will see me differently. I'm able to concentrate on my studies
if not do well. I'll be able to juggle my time equally between school
and canoe polo. I will play canoe polo better - with utmost
confidence. I will stop crapping for a reason. I want back the good
and obedient me 2 years back. It may all seem too late but 2010 seems
the year where things will get better. I have set my own personal
target on 2 things.

Had a different new year eve for 2009. Usually I'd go Cheng yi house
to meet up with the rest. But I went night cycling with jy this time.
It was pretty fun. My first time cycling on the roads. And seeing the
nightlife. The fireworks. My first time right underneath sg flyer too.
It was nt a boring eve for me. Went to east coast to look for some
frens after that. Then went to slp at jy's grandma house. The dogs
were scary. Haha. Impromptu event but well kinda worth it.

Kallang training has officially ended. Deeply disappointed with myself
today. Have been rowing a lot this 3 weeks. Hope there's some fruit
bore from all this.

3 on 3 next week. It's okay if my team doesn't have a good shooter or
keeper. What's matters most I believe is that we will play this well
and makeit as fun as it can be. I can't wait to sit on a vamp again !
The last time was in Taiwan. Really missed playing polo. And like I
said, this is the final streak, I give myself till April.

Fight on the obstacles. :]

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