coz I don't care.
I don't care.
I may be the weakest link around but I'm not going to give up training.
"You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick." LOL.
On a serious note I am not letting anything discourage me further. Seniors and teammates can say whatever they want. I can't believe I'm on my own though :(. I will definitely improve tremendously in due time.
These have got to be the lowest part of my life in 19 years. I will cope to my best.
Training everyday! of course its very tiring. Today was the worse training day. No energy to pass properly wdf. It doesn't help when your teammate keeps reprimanding you - it does not fucking help. My thumb is swollen and I don't know whyy.
I am more tanner than you guys saw me! haha.
All I ever wanted is to enjoy and do well. But nowadays I feel that maintaining friendships are even harder than drinking water.
Farhan
