Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com

5/1 2007: Wei Jie Yan Ping Cheng Yi CK Chu Hui Jennifer Rou Fang Su Maw Atiqah Farah Ivan Shazwin

Poly mates: Jerome Winnie Jason Derrick Zacson Wai Leong Marcus Shazlin Lee Yen Candy Hian Theresa Wei Yang Tarmidzie

Other friends: Jocelyn Rozand Gilford Steffy Tresha Azlin Nicol Hamidah AKM

October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010

..like this. Lol.

3 on 3's jus ended. Sad I couldn't play that much. It was all for the best of the team. Sounds like I drag m team down hor ? Don't get it wrong. Talking about it would just make me feel more angry so lets just say it's ended and that's that. 6th place. Done. Shh.

It's unofficial but yeah, I've stopped one major committment - like permanently. It's sad. No no I'm really sad. But people say I deserve it and scold me and say about me for taking up so much. Thinking I would do well in all. I had high hopes for myself. I took things for granted. I really wanted to excel in all 3. But I never did. Not 1. For that, it's been bothering me a lot. And so I also found someone having almost the same problem as me. As much as I wanted to help, I couldn't say much. I'm in a hot soup myself.

They want to see me, but they don't talk to me and they don't know anything about me. That's what I thought. So many things in my mind and this is going to be a difficult month for me. I'm pressed to do better for 2 things. If I am ever never going to succeed for these, I will really feel damn down - like really down as I'm already telling myself not to give up at all currently. I have said too much.

I may be all smiles. I may be listening to music calmly. Deep down though, I was never happy - never ever.

New Kelly Clarkson. Confirm a radio hit.

I'm turning 19 real soon. 19 - like wow ? Start behaving like a 19 year old already ? Lol. I should. What's a proper 19 year old character like ? Get a girlfriend like soon ? Lol.

Forgot to mention too that I'm on Windows 7 Beta. Not bad. Lol. Kind of lazy to say more but yeah, if you want to try the beta yourself, go to: www.windows7.com

School tomorrow. Tomorrow's going to be a little slow-paced and less stressful for me. Not that I need it. I want it. :)

(9:16 PM)