Do you even know how I feel ?
Does anyone ever know...
... how stressful this week had been for me ?
... how much I try to force the knowledge in but panic takes over me ?
... that at the very mention of tests especially when I'm done with one paper, makes my heart squelch ? Please don't do that.
... the feeling I'm having during this few weeks ?
... how sad I am with my social circle ?
... how much of a fake smile I put on my face ?
Geez.
I guess no one will ever know. It's like "I tell (show) them the way I feel, it's like they hear but they're really not listening. I have really good days, and then I have bad days. It's really bad."
('_')
Term 3's ending anyway. All the best to myself for maths tomorrow.
Farhan
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