Holy. I've skipped 4 land trainings. fk it.
Blame no one but yourself.
But..
Can't blame myself either.
XD
Had Hari Raya preparations at home on Tuesday evening and house visits on thursday too.
Only went for polo trainings.
Yup. I've kind of stopped going for sprint trainings. Honest truth ? I find it a waste of my time. It may be beneficial in some way. But it is like going all the way to mac to paddle and the running and such. Maybe it was the fasting month at that time I don't know. But I'm telling you during the fasting month, going sprintings at MAC was a totally no motivation man. Damn sian. Under the scorching sun. Zz. That energy I'd rather focus on polo trainings. I'm still mastering the technique of pushing. Polo's pretty tough and challenging and that's where the fun comes from. It makes me think a lot of how to tackle the problem in the match itself. Still sucky now but I know improvements will come real soon.
Thinking about things a little bit today. And realized a stupid thing I did. I should not have asked Tarmidzie about whether participation will grant CCA points. I swear I didn't only had the intention of just getting the CCA points but of course I want to compete. Not that I have low self esteem in my rowing but I know it myself that I can't win in that marathon. But I believe the experience is valuable. So I was trying to decide if I should join or not. I decided I want to give it a try. But then again I wouldn't be surprised if I was rejected as priority will obviously be given to the sprinters who've been attending trainings everyday and week. I shall see how it goes.
I skipped today's gym. Zz. Went out with friends.. Met Rei Yi at CCK. Lol. She was on the way to training I believe.. but.. 2PM?! So early. Lol. And also met Adilah on the way back home. Got home at 5pm and slept in the bus. So damn tired. That's why when I reach home I made the final decision not to go. XD. Bad bad bad. RESUME NEXT TUESDAY. Kill me if I don't go. ^^ At least I carried dumbells at home.. while awaiting dota game. Lol.
And yes it is true that joining this Canoe CCA is a total entrance to a 'NO LIFE' title. Why ? Coz trainings almost everyday. You get to go out like once a week ? It depends. But you're at the water most of the time. Even my friends have said that. But then I thought about it today and decided that it's my choice. No big deal. My interest for polo have increased with each game that I play at the swimming pool. It's a very strategic and skilful game. Of course my life will be all about SYFC and POLO and AEROSPACE for now but heck. That's my life. It's totally my prerogative to be in this cool situation. A golden opportunity to be in the SYFC and a cool sport to play for the school team. Plus the awesomely retarded (at times) classmates I have. My life isn't so boring. Kind of happy with it. But please I would not want to have any friendship problems with anyone. Best friends shall remain best friends and behave as they are deemed to and other friends please do not backstab. Really.
WOW. Ivan deleted and block me on MSN. WOW. Yes I know Wei Jie would be like, "Wtf you announcing this to the world or something ?" Haha. I'm not. I'm talking about it in my own blog. And can you imagine how PATHETIC THAT IS? My own friend of 5 years did that just because of a childish quarrel he made weeks ago. How pathetic. Like really. I was totally cool the whole time when he was ranting (in caps lock). Annoying. Offered my sincere advise to hiim only to get ranted and raved more. Oh and he insulted me lots too. So isn't it fucking ironic when u enter his blog and discovers a totally 'innocent' side of him ? Isn't that super hypocrytical ? Doesn't practise what he preaches. So much for worshipping god sooo much. Even for me, who's not devoted like crazy, do practise whatever that I've learnt - being a human being, accepting comments and try to change. And for no reason asked me to 'fuck off' yesterday. LOL. SHIT. This paragraph is getting too childish - like him. I'm going to stop. So sorry about it. XD
Shit. Okay. My bad. I realised I did a little ranting back there. I have to unbottle those thoughts. Seriously. I can get very very opiniated and full of comments at most times. This is one of those times. Seriously sorry if it's offensive in any way. People are just so different. Guess I'm used to it already. I remembered at one point of time in Sec 4, I was just amazed at how deifferent people were. How assholes and good students mix around. How bitches and bastards does things. It's really annoying. Haha.
Enough of my personal thoughts.
Play count for 'Womanizer' = 57!
CRAZY.
Can't help it. The song is really awesome. I saw the picture shots from the video (premiering this Friday), it's hot. Literally. Have a look.
Okay la. The 3rd picture she looks damn slutty and a little fat but yeah its cool. I can't believe her attitude is back to being positive about performing. We've waited for a whole 5 years for this. Expecting a lot from 'Circus'. Even if I download it online in December, I swear to god, I will buy it on December 2nd still. Hope there's a deluxe edition or something. 'Womanizer' is out on Itunes but Singapore doesn't have such service. Nonsense. Have to wait for November 3rd.
Wei Jie think's 'Spiralling' sounds like a song from Kungfu Panda sountrack. Agreed. The version I had didn't have that cute intro. I sent him the album version which had that intro. So now I know what he was talking about XD. But the album isn't that good like the previous 2..
Oh and Selamat Hari Raya to everyone! XD
Fasting's over. It's back to unhealthy diet. Zz.
Happy 18th Birthday to Arif! XD
Like finally man this guy. Haha. Finally all of us are 18. Was looking at this age 8 years ago and finally - here it is. Haha. Sorry never mention anything about presents for you coz we still haven get for WJ his havainas. Haha. Next year we shall think of a new system. LOL. ^^ But presents from ur family are so expensive.. So I guess you should be happy enough. Hahaha.
Lastly, Lee Yen! Camera shopping? When's that IT show going to come.. haha
Farhan
