A long day it has been.
Finished DE lab test today. I managed to get the 100 marks in the nick of time. Thank god. I re-did the damn thing like 3 times. The wiring is really insane - true to gilford's words. Thanks a lot to him too for helping me and my friends with the preparation. ^^
Following that would be TCS lesson for 4 hours. x.x
It was a self-evaluation session followed by some personal opinions. My personal take ? I think some are really too bragging, some are really looking down on themself too much and some are just neutral and some are just too exaggerating. Funny why I didn't express them all out just now. Guess I dun wan things to be awkward for myself after that.
For a person who keeps thinking negative and that he had the worst in his life, I think that's really selfish. You have to appreciate what you have in life. Treatment by friends, yes, you made me feel guilty. In anyway must not always think negative please. I've seen people who wants to study in sp but can't afford and they tell a tale which is much more sad than what we have right now.
One must look in the mirror and not exaggerate please. I mean come on. What age are we living in now. I don't know. For me, things must go naturally. If you're wrong apologise. If you're not then don't need. Things which are not big issues, don't make it big. Let em remain the size as it originally is. Don't need to make a sad or bad situation so serious. We can chill. Please.
It is all so much of the mind over matter. Sigh if only the environment was similar as to when I was in 5/1.. Everyone, despite the quarrellings, we were like siblings. Why am I beginning to have an issue with people ? I guess for now, I really hate it when people are too sensitive or does not care for one another.
Poly life is fun at times and too serious at times. Sometimes when I joke, the respond isn't the same as when I get from my secondary school mates. I really hope that despite my jokes and shit randomness, people know that I'm a person with good intention and empathy. I believe I judge things well.
Hmm.. the very mention of the word time-bomb reminds me of what Mrs. Anba mentioned. It wasn't directed at me or anything but she mentioned that there are people like that. And that was when I discovered what kind of person I am. I am not proud of that and neither have I told people that very part of me. I wish I could be more expressive in terms of what I feel as a person. I bottle up really a lot. And I daresay I have not unleash the shit yet. Each time I'm angered, I just keep quiet and tries very hard to forget the matter. I dislike fighting with friends especially close friends. But some people do need a knock in the head. I hate to be the one doing it. I haven't done it in poly class. Edil very much has this little habit too according to what he says.
I've read this post through and I doubt it I've said anything wrong. In fact, I've unbottled almost 1/10 of what that contains in my heart. I am feeling fine so far. I was a little upset with the treatment of my best friend a month ago but have attempted to adapt to it. It's okay. Like everyone, I want to have fun in class - clean fun. I enjoy the times when we would chat about dota and calefare stuff.
Thanks a million to my group for being the best group I've ever been in the class and their support during the self evaluation just now. I appreciate it that my extra efforts have been recognised. I think everyone in the team is great. Hope things remain that way throughout. I can foresee conflicts but I hope that conflicts won't seperate us.
Girlicious album is out! Secondhand Serenade sounds awesome. First time I praise and outside band for good music. The first and second track is great. Girlicious album of the year ? Nonsense please. Have they forgotten about Mariah Carey and Madonna ? I think Girlicious is averagely fine and not that fantastic. I'm damn happy that I'm once again able to carry 2000 songs again in my pocket everywhere with me. Thank my mom a lot.
Farhan
