Viva La Vida. Death and All his Friends.
Nice album.
2 shit papers over. Thinking about it, I really wonder why I even considered studying for a course which has lots of physics and maths in it. Totally what I'm not really good at. But then again if I keep thinking that way, I would really be lousy at it. I need to buck up and honestly I've got a feel of PEEE and DE already. Digital Electronics was hard. PEEE today left me stumped for words. Totally reminds me of the times when I was doing physics paper and stuck at questions when I don't know what formula to apply. To think that I went out of focus during the test just now too. I was thinking back sec 2 maths lesson. Ms Shyam got hanieff to give us a hangman game and he gave us a ridiculous trick - 'kow'. like LOL. Then he was beaten up upon permission was given and I was smiling to myself (laughing silently actually) how he was seated on the floor with his leg sprawled open and his face stiff. To think I even had time to think about that urh.
But really la. No mood after that whole thing. Everytime when that happens the same thing always happen. I always want to be left alone. Ridiculously emo shit. I'm really surprised at how I've matured and the way I handle problems. I enjoy silence so much whenever I'm down. Like when I reached home, I entered my sister's room and discovered that her room was so peaceful. I ended up sitting in her room doing nothing and believe me, I wasn't bored. It was a nice feeling I got. I hate exams. I've said this before. It started since I was a sec 5. The many exams I did made me this way. I've become afraid of exams and tests. I get pressured for it all the time. Major ones are enough to keep my mouth shut.
It's maths paper tomm. And it's exactly the same as doing any normal A maths paper back in CWSS. I jst hope my confidence won't get the better of me. Must be alert with my careless mistakes. It's the last paper. I was thinking of a movie this friday with my class people. I'd need that to forget about the exam for a while.
Finally we learnt something new for canoe polo training last Sunday. But of course it takes time and lots more stamina to master them. I think I need to think of ways to improve my stamina if I plan to stay on in Canoe. But very soon too I will have to consider dropping canoe polo too. SYFC interview on 23rd July. The moment I pass that, it's on to a whole new adventure for me. And based on comments from friends, it's whole lot more tougher. Argh forget it, I don't want to speak so soon. Anyway I doubt I 'll be going for any polo trainings this week. Next week when school starts, I will resume attending as per normal.
Visited CD Rama today. I see a bunch of new CDs and re-releases. Damn tempting can. Long time never buy original CDs already. I think record labels are fucking shit when they do re-releases. They just want to make money by doing that. They could have gotten the artists to cut out a new album already. I think for this case, it's not our fault if we plan to download the few new songs illegally. I mean I wouldn't want to spend $20 on an album which has 95% of the songs I already have. However the DVD bonus does look tempting. haha. But still I think they're cheating us. These are my 2 cents worth. I'm now like waiting for Vanessa Hudgen's 'Identified' to leak. The webrip version is out but I don't download lousy qualities. :p haha.
Farhan
