I don't recognise what I see. Who is this looking back at me? I just can't tell. I see a pale reflection of myself. Can't cover up the way I feel. What can I do? I'm torn up got my fingers burning. Now I've got a lot to learn. But there's nowhere left to turn or to confide. So I ask myself "Tell me who are you gonna run to? Where are you gonna hide? There's so much you gotta undo if there's nothing left inside. Tell me who's gonna make it better? When there's so much going wrong." Wish I could change who I am. Be someone who don't give a damn. It's too much to take. I can't pretend anymore. It's just a faded memory. What can I do to make it through ? What can I say ? I'm not too well. It's such a shame. But there's really nothing for me to undo.
 
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 Now that is fucking EMO. But what can I say ? I really really really feel like blasting. What's up with me ? No really.
 
Discussing about upcoming outing. A clique outing I think. Heading for Sentosa. Now that's fun. Been years since I've been there. But all I know is that I would need to bring a whole bank with me when I go there. A lot of activity and food there require money. Damn. Speaking of fun. I'd love to make that outing this week. And next week ? Let's go a park! We will ride bicycles. Or go Sentosa again ! woots. crazy. WE SHOULD BE STUDYING. Tell you what. Let's bring all our school work and study and have fun at the same time at Sentosa ! *Farhan got whacked in the nuts* geez.
 
Honestly I DON'T WANT TO COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. like what for ? only 2 lessons ? And I don't know the protocols for clocking in my study log card. I just knew today we can cheat our time. woots. But I'm still on the losing end. Mei Shi's got a nice leafy, brown, creamy cake. I don't have a single sponge this year for my birthday. woots. nvm hahas.
 
Happy Birthday LAU MEI SHI.
 
 
Farhan