hmmm.
Tough week ? Nah. It has been awesome. I must be lying through my teeth right now. Nerves triggered loads of time.
I've still got school till next Tuesday. Trying to get used to this. I should be forcing myself to study this month. Give me that discipline. Screwed up my chemistry experiments today (sort of). I wonder how the REAL practical exam is going to be like. I'd like to see my test tubes explode while on the exam. haha.
I gather and have thought that things were way fucking better months ago or possibly weeks ago. Things will get better wouldn't it. I mean by nature.... Anyway there is possible a whole more of things that I should get exposed to before I leave this jurassic school (seems to me). Honestly kind of getting sick wearing blue clothings everyday too. Some people in my class say we've got 3 more months. Someone call me dumb please. For all I know I'm going to miss this school when I reach 18 or 19 years old. Kind of too late I think. Poly or JC ? People make it sound like 'money or life' thingy.
If there was one time I got nervous for my english orals is this year's. Like Mr Singh's presence really helped. I entered the room not sane at all. How pathetic could the answers be ? I'd better pass.
Vesak's day tomorrow. And I am certainly ashamed to say that I do not know what particular race or religion celebrates this day. Vesak for one thing sounds like an Indian word to me. I mean no offence really but I never bother to ask my parents about this day. So I only knew today that Buddhists celebrate Vesak day. How interesting. And I certainly do not know what to do tomorrow. I can't be staying at home. I'll only be cheating myself. haha. Thought of watching the movie 'Next'... Hmm.
MT O levels. I'm praying so damn hard to do well for this one. It is over already. The paper's considered real easy. I mean I've never been tested on EASY malay vocababulary words in my whole of secondary school life. Should I catch up on school work tomorrow ? Spend my day painting my art ? Go out ? I'll see how my mood goes tomorrow morning. Countdown 15 more days to
Fantastic Four: Rise Of The Silver Surfer.
Now that I heard that Dumbledore's REALLY dead and no magical miracles will occur (just a rumour), I don't know what else to say. JK Rowling better'd tease us with those kinds of hints. She also confirmed many many years back that she will not kill of the three main characters of the book - Harry, Ron, Hermione. But she claims in this seventh book, 2 of the main characters will die. What's up with that ? To think I've still got 2 more months to rack my brains over that question. haha.
I want to feel better. I want to forget about certain things but it sure is damn hard. It is so easy to see the dysfunction in the whole picture.
Farhan
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