Fuck all the shit I'm receiving.
I believe that one shouldn't complain once he accepts a responsibility post.
The fact is I've made it a point right after Councillorship that "NO MORE LEADERSHIP POST FOR ME".
At least I didn't reject the teachers in being a Chairman.
Does anybody ever consider how I feel ?
I made it sound so serious. Maybe what I'm ever asking for is for people to appreciate ? Frankly I can't think of another soul in 5/1 who is PERFECT enough to be a Chairman. I KNOW HOW THINGS WORK ALREADY. 'Them would just dump things on you and when you ask for damn meetings to be held (short ones), they'd just disappear expecting you to settle it by yourself. Of course though not all are like that. And here I am being the nicest but stupid one taking in all of my friend's problems or possibly the class problems sometimes. It is very hard when after being together for 5 years, you want to scold them but you don't have the heart to. While some can even lash out whatever they want without considering the friendship they have. I made a promise to myself not to have a feud with anyone for this last year. Simply because I would feel very uncomfortable. The pressure is coming from being a chairman and also from friends. I want to put it real short and simple to EVERYONE but it would be very stupid of me. Very stupid because everyone knows it or better, some don't even bother.
People are so different. Thats the thing. And the thought of it just makes me fed up. There is no way you can please anyone at all. You make a joke. Just one joke on that person. He retaliates like with a bad insult. I'm a thinking person. A lot of thinking. I prefer justice over ignorance. Maybe this is a preparation before I step into a new institute next year. How exciting.
How in the world did I get 48% for english ? I have to make that subject my forte. This is bad. I know it myself there is no other way to improve english other than reading and conversing well in it itself. A. maths result is not going to be a shocker. The paper is indeed a killer. Kudos to 3/9 ! The best skid I've ever seen since last year. A video in fact. I support them for high marks. Hilarious but message managed to be reached to the audience. Awesome.
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Now I'm being very dao with Caroline on MSN. Haha. and she goes.. "LOLX. HOHOHO. gd".
Qns: At what age do you think is the right age to have a relationship ?
Ans: My answer was 18. I wrote that for the student profile we were supposed to do just now. They asked questions which I'm sick of answering. What is my ambition... What are my strengths... Weaknesses... DULL.
A hilarious laughing session during MT class just now. Only 9 souls. I'm beginning to enjoy MT classes. Cikgu Hanita is just cute at times. haha
Farhan
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Can you believe it ?
I WANNA CRY. WEN HSIEN I MISS YOU LOADS.
For real. I had just went through my testimonials section in my friendster. Very little coz I'm not that popular lols. But really, time have passed so bloody fast. Most of the people have left school alrdy. I didn't even know arif wrote me a testimonial before. Timothy gave me a long one too. Ms Shyam praised me. Wen hsien wrote a lot for me:
-mocha Posted 17/4/2004 ** faRhaN u sExy u lOok liKe WOW ~~!!
faRhan u chiObu u loOk likE WOW~~~!!**
hahaZ....FARTED !! u ** RELEZ **...!!!!
HAhaz..hMm..waT caN i saE abt tiS Big
ChiO bU heRe neh....OKaY.. "SHE" iS
gOOd,friendlY,cuTe,fUni,retarted,lame
and thE moSt iMpt thinG iS thAT.."she"
iS cHiO.. faRted ChiO bu lei..
pReTty " LADY ".... HAHx..faRted nOw
iS 11.41am neh..sOo late le i haven
Zz..sTill wriTe for YA... muZ
appreciAte neh....wahahhax..K la..i
eNd hEre fiRst..wriTe more for u next
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momenT..did i mentiON u chiO n
pRettY.... hahahahh :pPpPpP
I wish time wouldn't pass so fast. I really really wish. WHY AM I GETTING SO DEEP? But really..
This week I manage to get emails of my past primary school friends. And as fate has unluckily arranged for me to meet CAROLINE again. MY GOODNESS. Her critics are never ending. I mean I remember her SUPER DAMN kuku hairstyle in primary school and she looked BLOODY VULNERABLE. But now.. metamorphed into different gal. Wait she 'gal' meh ? LOL. Wait I promised to praise her. NO WAY. I got bad breath - in primary school ? Anyone who agrees with her?!AAARGH. I like to digggg my noseee ?!?! I was laughing at myself. Shocked and ridiculed. CAROLINE = MONKRESS.
So, many of my friends who are going to JC bought their official school stuff today. Felt envious but what can I do ? Haha.
Okay okay I'll go give some people some testimonials and update my blog links.
YAWN..
Farhan
Who cancelled our names ?
I've counted. About 16 more trainings to end of NCC forever... Sounds so sad. Haha. Part C taking over next week. Trial period. To think I remember taking them since they were in sec 2. Some of them for peer leader in sec 1. Haha. 2 hours of soccer with Hakim, Arif and Song Jun - in the rain. Juniors will forever play better than us. I don't remember the last time I had a good time with a soccer ball.
Ice hockey game is cool. But they fight on the ciefloor often. So funny. Hsih Hwa's house visit yesterday. His sister didn't look older than him .. Haha. I couldn't enjoy their food so I enjoyed his computer playing Dota instead - and I lost. Haha. Then go down to play basketball for a while - until it rained. Then some monkey and hippo started calling me and Arif already. So we had to get out of the place and rushed to meet them HAHA. Met Wisma Atria. They still look the same. haha. Changed phones already.. Sigh.. Followed them throughout their shopping. Girls have easy money all the time. Took some pictures together. haha. Then went seperate ways to go home.
May I borrow someone's scanner ? haha.
Farhan