Okayy. Hello people. Long time nooo seee. I hope this entry won't go haywire like the previous one lol.
So so so. I'm back from Penang finally. A 5 day 4 nights trip. Went there by plane. Im clueless as to what that place has for me. I went with my aunt, sister, aunty Valerie and 2 kids. Those 2 kids made the trip as though 20 people were inside a room. Such a big din they were making all dayy long. Geez. lol. Lemme just make it short. I did parasailing ! One where a person goes on parachute tied to a speedy boat encircling round the sea. Fun sport. The weather IS HOTTER than Singapore ! No kidding. Now I'm appreciating Singapore's weather more.
I was a little observant when I was there too. Firstly, I noticed lots of transexuals and gays in MY hotel. They are friendly human beings though. Secondly, the malay people there and malay people here are so different. Most of the malays there are more refined and calm. There is a real vast difference in character. Thirdly, the chinese people there speak better malay than me (Damnit). Fourth, I realize the people down there seemed to care about how they are going to live on a lot. As in they are more concerned about their future (thats what I think). But the important is they live in harmony. They lead such amazing simple life. Kampungs and old rooftops. It would need singaporeans a time machine to be able to see such things in Singapore.Things are so different.Before departure I've heard about floods and heavy rains in Malaysia. But Penang was so different. It was super hot and humid throughout the 5 days.
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Soemtimes I just don't get it at all. It is like a helpless feeling. Everytime when I see an old lady selling tissue packets at the interchange, seeing her making the effort to sell. Seeing her shouting loudly despite the bad pronunciation. I wonder if other commuters do feel how i feel. Its like I want to help but how ? I keep on asking myself if they are receiving help. But my mind would tell me this: Of all the people here passing and walking by this place, why must you be the one to feel sympathetic ? Why can't it be other people ? Why bother yourself ? This is quite of a selfish way of thinking. So you readers might say, " What in the world is this guy trying to say of himself ??". Frankly I don't know. Just know though that I do pity and sympathize with senior citizens like that.
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N level is over. I made it to sec 5. I am disappointed though with my results. Working at toyRus have given me the oppurtunity to meet many new interesting people. Mostly poeple my age or even older and possibly way older. Haha. The same question keep coming back to me: Are having relationships that important ? I see people getting troubled by it.I see people wasting time in it. I see people making regreful decisions for it. Emotions get disturbed. I feel as if I'm getting a little closer to the real world out there. Do I sound paranoid ? Or am I just exaggerating?
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For the first time. I stayed overnight at Orchard are slacking till morning yesterday. Watched Death Note 2 at midnight. And the result of those activies ? I'm darn lethargic. I need to get a good night sleep tonight. CK I dun wan go back to school tomorrow. Please. Haha. So sorry.
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