Supposed to be doing Madrasah project work. But I think I'll blog first. Ill make this entry my last one until my N level examinations are over which is 11th October.

First things first. I don't really know what happened in Ivan's blog. Seems like he was criticised by some junior (maybe). Sigh. Such acts people stoop to just because he/she hates the person. A cowardly act. Mrs Terrence asked me some English skills question like "What are the format for Report writing?" I couldn't answer. I don't remember doing much practise on that. I hope none of those will appear next Monday and make my national exam 'moment' a torturing one. I would the exam to be a smooth one for me. Been practising on Chemistry a lot these days. I'm happy to see that I am able to do well for Paper 3. As for Paper 4, I will keep on learning and taking note of the important ones. After Chemistry 5 year series, I will be moving on to Physics 5 year series. Science is my primary concern for the upcoming national exam. I've told mysel, I will get distinctions or rather, 3 points for my N Levels no matter what. That is a target I've set. I know I'm capable of doing better than anyone else. The discipline isn't there. My prelim's progress report is a disaster I thought. Even though I made it and knwo of friends who would appreciate having my kind of results. I'm utterly dissappointed and upset. I'm so geared to do better than this and I will.

I've not been getting enough sleep. Rou Fang said I got eyebags. Su Maw told me it wasn't that severe. Hers was worst LOl. Shazwin and me saw my 4/8 friends taking some pictures together touside their classroom. I didn't really care until he told me the reason they were taking photos. Today is considered their last day having normal lessons here. After N levels they would not need to come anymore. I don't really know how true that it but the point I want to make here is that, how would me and my friends feel if it was our last day here. I know everyone thinks that they can remain a secondary school student for life. It feels forever that I'm here. I've still got a year more (if god doesn't forbid) in this school. I think I am different from everyone in class that I know. I don't know if people, my friends, best friend have ever considered my character as negative or as being arrogant. To be honest, I am not one who loves to boast or even if I've doen it, it isn't really my intention to do so. I've changed from a talkative nerd to a lame joker. Or you might want to say your piece and disagree with me. I have a lot of opinions but have never really voiced it out. Why? Its because in this modern world and society, people don't heed advices anymore. It takes a certain level of maturity to be able to think like a civilised and to be reasonable person. Depressing really. They say Secondary school friends are usually your friends for life. I don't know how true it is but frankly, I somehow got that feeling and believed in that too.

Why are there so many new albums this semester ?? Thank god I have the fasting month to help me save my money to buy the things I need. I don't really buy people birthday presents. Not that I don't care but really, its because I don't really take note unless you know, the date is more prominent like for instance, near my own birthday too or anything like that. Arif's birthday coming. Anyone else's birthday coming ? lOl. Don't tell me with a motive. I'm not an equator santa clause. ^^