Its going to take me millions of years until i can complete my art piece. I'm just slacking around not doing anything about it. I really don't know how to paint! I need help. Tomorrow settle lorr...
I can't avoid the fact that exams are going to be spelled every week for me. I had this class test for Chemistry. Haha. I didn't really do the paper. I played around with my phone camera. Shazwin and Mei Shi might not notice it but I took picts of them and the lab room for fun. I really didn't care about that test! Its next week test that I really care about. CRap.
NCC POP is next week. It felt like 3 weeks but the fact is 3 years have passed. I learnt a lot of things during my NCC times. I learnt that if I keep making myself lousy, the people whom I think are lousy WILL take over me. That really happened to me. Whats worst was that it happened between me and my best friend. It was truly disappointing. A distrous emotional feeling was what I felt. I felt like fighting back. I don't know. But I am satisfied with my 1st Sergeant rank. I would love to see whats next in it for me. Great platoon mates or friends I have back there. Those tough trainings... they weren't really that tough now right? Haha. Haven't yet NS lahh.. Still got 2 or 4 more years rightt?
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I'd like to keep this seperate. This is an honest opinion from a malay person - me. I didn't know the malays in Singapore are receving benefits in education. I had no idea we could go to University with our fees beingcovered totally by Mendaki. Does any of you malays know that? I hope you do. I hope you do realize we have quite a big advantage there. Why do we get negative image of the malay community all the time? Why? Why the hell are we so bloody energetic to have such damn egos to smoke, take drugs or just commit other stupid crimes? I keep getting the feeling that we are cursed. We complain of being outcasted or discriminated but can't you see? They have the right to do so! We made them do it. I was shocked to hear that the Malaysians are slacking so much that the chinese are almost overruling the Malay country. Malay country to be overruled by chinese leaders?! What bullshit. We are the biggest lot on earth and we are almost covered with poverty and corruption - the least not in singapore. I wish there is that 'someone' who would come and correct each and every one of the malay citizens. Dying hair, smoking, stud acessories.. Crapp. We all look soo much better naturally.
Lastly, anyone.. ANYONE: Please please please look at yourselves. Look at the impressions you are giving the world. Be observant please in Politics not Sex.
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