I am feeling soo disappointed. Very very disappointed for the first time in school. I WANT TO PARTICIPATE WITH THE SCHOOL FOR THE MACRITCHIE RUN THIS FRIDAY. For 2 years I've given my time at Macritchie to be an NCC road marshal and thought that I would be able to run next year. Next year is this year and I really really really want to run. Damn. I'm feeling so down now. I really want to go.. How do I express this? Its like I've been waiting for this event since months ago and now I have to skip it for studies instead. Come on, its only for a day. A DAY ONLY DAMMIT. I know the importance of passing my 'O' Level papers but .. JUST HOW DO I EXPLAIN THIS WEIRD EMOTION OF MINE? ARGH FORGET IT. It won't make the principal change her mind anyway. I guess I really have to come back on Friday to STUDY while people are running together with their classes. Shitt lahh... I really want to go .... I want to go.. I want to go..
4/7 those who are reading this, please bring 17 dollars for the class t shirt tomorrow and pass it to me. Thanks.
I am really really frustrated ..........