Yawwwwn ..

Booster camp was okay. We got Wayne to sum things up for EVERYTHING. It was rather fine and normal for everything. Anyway tonight is the last night of Adam Khoo course for my sec 4 batch. Right now they are probably weeping in the school hall HAHA... The movie shown during the booster camp did knock soem sense into me.. Its really a great motivating movie you know. I gotta buy the DVD version of that.

Today Mrs Terrence railed at us for our atitudes. I seem to think that its Noel's fault but anyway, she did state some facts. BUt I dun see of any point coz we are still the same. She wasted her breath I believe. My class is very hard to please you know. It's kind of normal for me to say that. Ergh anyway I heard that someone claled me a 'Hypocryte'. Fuck that guy man. FUCKIN' THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ABOUT OTHERS... Btw have I EVER pretended to be something else ? I'm never an incognito OKAY?

Winston called me 2 hours ago to tell me that someone wanted to "kill" me tomorrow during the councillor meeting. Now I don't know who she is going to "kill" but whatever it is, I've thought about it. I know I'm partly at fault BUT I want her to place herself in my shoes. Just how unreasonable must she be ? God I swear I hate her so much. Its all shitt. I'm going to rant tomorrow if I have to. I've decided to abort my plan for my discipline section tomorrow. I dun feel like doing my job. I'd prepared my own stuff to talk about, but whatever man.. I'll do it another day.. Sickening .. I guess that asshole is not the only one. Clara told me that another assfuck bitched behind my back too. What in the world is going on? Is this what goes on in the leader's world ? Critics and backstabs ? I really want to see how bad things can go tomorrow. I wunt hope for the good. I want things to go naturally for me to experience it..

Part A(Sec 1 NCC cadets) were so funny today. They are so so funny I swear. Complete jokers man. Royston and Arif couldn't take it themselves. Part B was sort of killing me. I gotta do something already man. My man aren't motivated enough. I gotta do somethin'.

This is what you will experience for being committed in all ways. Its a great challenege and I somehow feel that I've failed a little. But I can't just give up. I've got few more months left. I'll just endure.

-- Damn! I so much want to know what will happen to me tomorrow ? I've become a bad boy all of a sudden!!


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d