Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com

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(3:30 PM)

Frustrated...

Thats what I feel now. I'm freaking frustrated. Over what the hell I myself sometimes dunno what it is. My EOY results probably? WTF~ My science was a complete mess. COMPLETE MESS. I dunno what exactly happened to my science at all. My maths was totally gone too. I've been practising my maths every week. Just what the heck about me that made me lost terrible marks. Combined Humans. was fairly well-done. But if i fail my overall for that, I sure do not know what to say. Art, I got 39.. out 100. And somehow that Ms Ruth Ng wants me to drop art. True or not true I don't know. I won't drop it though. It doesn't matter if I fail. I know I can draw.

Was working on the creativity show for the councillors recently. There was quite of a huge rush here and there. Me, Choon Lock and Clara stayed behind till 9pm under my block yesterday. We sort of settled the magnifying glass prop. It was a total hard work although I didn't do much of it. And so the show was today and we sort of did quite well in it. Our play did gave the lower secondary pupils some idea. I hope they really know what to do. But I wasn't happy about it all was Ek ping. It so damn... errrghz... I mean its like where was she when we needed her. Shes like darn good at organising it but the work are left with other people to complete for her. That frustrates me too. And some more with my lethargic self today, I was like in no total modd for anything.

Today I also like sort of last minute gave punishments for late-coming (finally!). Gave detentions to a total of 12 people. There are peopel not happy... Maybe? I dunno. But I swear I want to do my job once again. I want to prove Mrs Terrence that I am capable. I somehow gets the feeling that she doesn't trust me.

I write this entry because I just somehow want to let it out now. MUM I DIDN'T FAIL SOME OF MY SUBJECTS ON PURPOSE. You'd think that I wanted to fail it on purpose?? I did studied for it. I cannot blame the fasting month for this. But I admit that at some points during the exam period, I was worn out badly. This suck. I'm so sick of your scoldings and nag. I really know how to take care of myself. I'm like 15 years old now? I seriously can distinguish the bad and the good VIVIDLY. And one last thing, I would really love if my parents would trsut me more in whatever things I do. I want support. My mum is now like wanting me to quit councillorship right away. What the hell?

Whew!!

Exams are finally over!! Haha. Not been posting recently. Just didn't know what to talk about. Millions of things on my mind but dunno where to start. Even if I want to, I'm probably busy or lazy. Oh well thats just me. YESH~ Exams totally over for the year. Awating the results now. Not exactly looking forward to it lei. Damn. 2005 have to end so fast?? Why man WHY? OoOoH~ I  must be really crazy man. Even thought it was exams for the full week, I still had the time to play Maplestory everyday. I rock don't I? I'd better not flunk my exams or I'd be flunk(g) to outer space by a kick from my mom.

I'm such a freakin' fuckin' music addict. I've been spending my money on none other things but CDs!! Recent CDs I've bought:

• Ricky martin's - Life
• Britney Spears - Someday (I Will Understand) Singles
• FRanz Ferdinand - You Could hvae It So Much Better
• Ashlee Simpson - I Am Me

Yup. Thats about 80 Dollars that I had spent on. Now my drawer is worth $800(+$80) - full of VCDs and CDs. They're all mainly 2005 hits. I still need to add about 6 more to my collection for this year. Still waiting for Robbie Williams, Madonna, Tatu, Sugababes, The Prodigy and probably Sean Paul. Yup. I only choose the best singers. Haha. I'm such a music addict. Oh and I want to let you all know that Ashlee's latest album is AWESOME! You gotta get your hands on it! I'd give it 5 stars!!

Sighx. 2 Days break. What do I do??? Fasting month is now. Really nothing to at home man! Friday, it's back to school again for me. Nothing else to say now. No big events yet. Will be back typing again.

Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d

Phew..

Finally.. 2 tests over.. The most killing language tests: English and MT. Now I'm more concerned bout my science. Then still got my religious class exams. Sux man. So many exams.

Just returned from my religious class by the way. No wait, from westmall to be exact. Just bought birthday present for Arif and my sister. Yeek now I'm broke after buying presents. No wait - the real reason why I'm broke is because I bought a CD! Lol.. Yup I bought Bon Jovi's latest album. Quite cool and rockin'. I'm exactly a fan of them though. Next CD I'm targetting is Ashlee's 'I Am Me'. Can't wait to get my hands on that one. Now heading to IMM with my mom.

Sigh. Yup. About my previous entry, I dunno but I feel I've managed to offend some people. I dunno. I guess that things shall always be this way and I gotta adapt. I gotta do just that. Stop here for now. Got to go. Bye.


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d