.. Upcoming challenges for me..
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Spec course coming right up this wednesday. I'm so freakin' worried about it. I musn't get 3rd sergeant man. I'll be sooo goddamn shrewd if I do not get 2nd sergeant. Whats so bad about getting 3rd sergeant you might ask? I dun think I'm someone who would get 3rd sergeant. Shit! Is that ego? *Damn* Whatever man. Coz I'm still vying deeply for the 2nd sergeant rank. Its gonna be 4 days of nervousness and concentration for me! Should I be a hypocryte during the course? NO WAY! I can't be doing that. Thats totally stupid and synthetic of me! I believe I don't need tactics but just behaving and doing things normally and cool would do me good. Please god, don't make my life difficult with the high ranks when I'm there! Oh and let me pass too!!!!!
Next, Exams.. Exams.. eEeXxXaAaMmMzZzZsSsS~ Shit!! Sooo fast?!?!??! It feels just like yesterday that I was in 2/7. Wait, I think I've said that umpteen times.. Hahax.. Anyway, After NCC course is over (Lemme pass PLZ), I will start soncentrating on my school work next. Gotta be focused on studies like I've said earlier on. Then hopefully after studying, I would get satisfying results. Please please please lemme pass well this time. I gotta pass my subjects and not fail it anymore. I've also got catch up with my class rank too. I used to be No. 13 but dropped to 29 man!! EwW~ Thats totally disgusting!
Today, not so bad.. Just finished talking to Wen Hsien online just now. Wow it feels like a decade that I've never tlaked to her. How I wish we were sitting together again in class.. Sigh.. Anyway, I've got another remedial tomorrow. I hope no NCC tomorrow coz I really desperately need a break before the pressure starts coming. So gonna stop here for now. Probably my next entry would be this weekend or if I'm lazy, next week then. Till next time!
PS: Oh PlEaSe PlEaSe PlEaSe PlEaSe lemme do well in all of the challenges coming towards me. I'm working as hard as I can right now to get better results! Oh and check out my class, 3/7's informal photo shoot! CoOl!
Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d