Real freaky...

It seems like I hear many eerie stories related to ghosts this week. My friend getting possed and just yesterday, my emale fren told me something VERY interesting but VERY scary too. I wonder if what she said was real or not. Anyway she made me promise to keep quiet bout it so I'm mumed bout it. Yesterday, Sunday I went for a paint-a-banner session again with choon lock and this time with an extra helper, Timothy. We did pretty ok for s start. We just basically painted the whole outline for the banner. Nothing much done for that day. Then next we headed to IMM to buy my CD and have dinner. We ate at LJS first befroe heading to giant for shopping. Reaching there, I went to look for my stuff. Found the stuff with the help of the worker. Timothy recommended me on a 40 disc set which according to what he says, costs only $5. I took his word for it and went to buy it. He and choon Lock all the way laughed at something which I was not known about. At the cashier, I was to pay $20 for the thing I bought. I was shocked of course. In fact I was damn pissed. It was so damn WTF. I was nearly going to full blast again. I just felt like pressured and angry that they both would trick me like that. I trusted them for it! Plus that was not even my money! That was my committee's money sponsered by the school! Damn I was fucking pissed off!

Next, now that I know what it feels like being cheated and laughed at by your own most trusted companions, I was already expecting what Arif would feel if he found out I was the Evonne. I dunno how to explain it to him at all. I don't even know if he would be reading this. Ok, if he is really reading this, then I would really like to say that I'm deeply sorry and didnt mean to hurt your feelings or anything. Evonne I'm sorry too if you felt like I used you or something. Your reputation could have been destroyed by me too ya know. Nevermind that. I would stop doing such stupid acts again.

Lastly, from my heart: Life seem to be a ruch and stress for me. I hear of love and hatred everyday. I see my friends everyday too. I see my old good buddys:- Dixon.. Luther.. Knowing that they smoke.. I just wiched they would stop that ugly habit. I'm pleading. I want to ;ead a normal and good life. Timothy I'm dissappointed man. Why are you still trying to get close to people who have talked bad behind you till today? Why don't you realise it ever? Do you think some of your actions are cool? Following people like Shazni.. Sigh. Don't waste your looks just like that will ya?


Farhan a.k.a. [f]4rt3d