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Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com

5/1 2007: Wei Jie Yan Ping Cheng Yi CK Chu Hui Jennifer Rou Fang Su Maw Atiqah Farah Ivan Shazwin

Poly mates: Jerome Winnie Jason Derrick Zacson Wai Leong Marcus Shazlin Lee Yen Candy Hian Theresa Wei Yang Tarmidzie

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

.. MiStAkE tHaT cAn't Be ErAsEd ...

OoOoOoH~ dAMN!
WTF is wrong with me man?! I'm a discipline exco! I'm doing things i'm not supposed to do.. O-man.. friends.. Please understand my status right.. I got to keep my reputation clean all the time.. I can't always give in to you all and enjoy all the time.. God.. Please man.. try to understand my plight.. I should not have played soccer last week!!! I'm so addicted to it now.. I gotta control myself now.. I got to!!! AaAaRgH!! I'm so goddamned StReSsH!! Mid-year coming and I not fully prepared some more.. Goddamnit.. I'm so addicted to music too.. Just bought Eminem - Encore today lorx.. Diao.. Am I going mad or something... I want to do something good.. Make my mark in school.. But how?? Izzit coz I got no time for my own personal stuff?? Damnit?! Hmmm.. What else to talk bout now arx.. HmMmMx...Nthg much happened lately accept that I'm kinda troubled with my emotions.. O-ya one last thing.. I just discovered that life is certainly very interesting and mysterious.. There are many things that you might not expect in life.. But I feel like I'm more experienced than my peers.. Oh and to all my friends who smokes: I beg of you people, please stop doing that illegal activity and do something else good.. Please..

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(6:31 PM)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

.. I'm slacking too much already ....

AaAaAaARFG!

I'm slacking at my studies too much already.. Whats going to become of me man.. Failed my A. maths and physics.. Just took my E. Maths.. Please dun make me fail it man.. I'm soo worried about my results already.. Music.. I'm such a freaky music addict man.. I'm soo mad over music .. Am I mad?? Sighx.. Boring days in school.. This discipline rank I have is kinda tough for me.. But I really love the challenge I'm facing through.. Real fun actually.. I must explore all my leadership capabilities I have.. I also got to tackle my shyness in facing the public.. HeHeX.. Damn me and my pal's friendship seems to be drifting apart man.. He's not cooperating as a brother man.. Grrr.. Kaoz.. Tomorrow got Physics re-test.. Then maybe after school either go library or play soccer with friends.. Haha.. I'm really sorry Arif.. You are still my best friend even if i continue to make fun of you.. HaHAx.. Thats it for now.. Gotta start on my proposal and to settle my admin stuff for my NCC camp.. I suddenly become a busy person man..

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(7:30 PM)

Thursday, April 14, 2005

..I've changed??

Wow.. If it takes just days for a person to change.. Isnt that amazing enough.. Well I'm the one I'm talking bout.. I had a talk online with my pal just now.. He said he noticed I changed.. Is that true.. HmMmMm.. I feel sooo stressed.. Family not even supporting at all but adding on.. Ever since I became the discipline exco.. Everything seems to be a rush for me.. I become sooo moody too.. To be honest.. I suddenly also feel not happy with anyone.. I even start to feel that Tim is an irritating freak man.. But really man.. Him and hanieff always pressurizes me with the word "Discipline" all the time.. Do you people think its funny or something to be able to joke about?? I've been trying to hold patience for these few days.. I keep on thinking also that I will blow my top off real soon.. Whats happening?? Is this really pure stress or somehting?? Suddenly I cannot take jokes anymore.. Everything seems to be sudden! Do I still need more time to find out whats happening?? I think I do.. But I hope people would understand the plight I'm in right now..

Went through friendster profile.. Saw my friend's profile.. Dixon. Wow Dixon.. Since Sec 1 we've been great pals together with luther andrew and the rest.. Sigh.. I really miss those days.. Its ok man.. Just dun 4get about those days when we were nice to each other and also when we were very youthful and innocent..

Sudden revolution of style for me???

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(9:04 PM)

Me , Fatin and Arif during Boon Lay Secondary Council Investiture.. : )

(9:00 PM)

Sunday, April 10, 2005

YaY.. wOw.. WhAt.. EeWw..

Hahax.. CoOl title I got here hahax.. Wow.. I passed the stages into becoming an exco.. And the another WoW thing is I got the discipline post.. What I asked for.. Damn.. I gotta be serious good now.. Mistakes will bring my reputation down.. So I have to start doing my homeworks.. Damn.. Everything was so scary man.. From the start of the announcing of the shortlisted excos till the interviews.. And omgOSH.. Choon lock.. Pal.. Please man.. Can you please be more understanding and also don't show attitude.. You really make me feel uneasy showing me that attitude.. Shouldn't you treasure yourself for being able to make it to the exco comm alrdy.. Life is unfair.. You have got to learn that fact.. You cannot just think of your own image and be selfish.. If I were to get your post.. I would not even show a stupid face just becoz I did not get what I want.. Please man.. Take your time to get over this matter..

O-man.. they say that discipline comms always get hated by the school and the students.. The reason I still dunnoo but I believe I would know only after my job is done.. I should start to be serious and do my job and no more tolerance unless needed.. And this change has to be engaged next monday.. Coz thats investiture day and the day my duty starts... Life won't change I hope hahax.. And School or anyone please dun hate me for nothign or anything that I do.. I'm just doing my duty or maybe yea... And yea.. Next monday is investiture and my 2 new friends are coming to represent our school.. CoOl!! Hahax..

Right now listening to Nike Woman's Dance song.. Very hip and hop.. cool.. EeEw!! My hair is soooooo bloody short and ugly.. It takes me at least 5 days to get my hair 0.8cm longer.. Damn.. Dun laugh at me.. It really is short and ugly.. And later got boring religious class again grrr... Sighx..
Morning Madness..

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(8:06 AM)

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

InTeReStInG dAyS...

Wow.. Real interesting days I had this week.. Went to 2 schools for councilor investiture.. Enjoyed both of them very much.. Made lots of new friends!! But its gonna be our last damnit.. Ms. Chua fed up with our absence alrdy grrr.. lol.. But then really enjoy man at the schools and the cool thing was that we were always the last school to leave each time theres investiture man lol!! Received the gifts and leave.. And we would go have our lunch at long john silver or something hahax... Sighx.. Just nice when at Mayflower investiture.. Filli had to ask for breakup..GrRr.. Spoiled my day... Cannot wait for next monday's our own councilor investiture.. And gosh the tension to know e results for the EXCO comm for our schools counil board is really high.. I'm worried bout e results.. It seems like people dun vote for me man.. I htink I'm the one to be out man.. Its like rarely that I hear people would vote for me but then nevermind coz I'm not so desperate like by 2 buddies.. Haha.. I'm prepared to take on the good news or the bad one.. Then tommorow got sports day.. Not running but have to become the offcials or somehting like that.. But who cares man.. I got tuition and I will leave early.. Hahax.. Busy with councilor invetiture preparation too manx.. TiReD~~!!!

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(8:12 PM)