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HeCtIc dAyS PaSsInG bY...
Gosh.. I'm getting real darn tired nowadays.. But can't be helped haha.. Today's school was quite tiring and boring.. Until reach last period also like still got no teacher.. Damn.. Boring.. Then guy friends all played with water.. Ran around almost the whole level - 3.. Dran crazy people.. And my best pal had to join in with them.. Hey pal.. You are not being appreciated by them.. Dun be an ass.. always wanting to have fun only.. Then after all of those times I accompany you here and there you backed out when we were about to head to library.. Ass.. And please wtch your words and acts in school please.. People got limits and tolerance one ok.. Please change pal.. Pretty dissapointed.. Then today go eat at LJS with Arif.. Then we go play soccer with Shazwin and Qing Hao and soem other people and right now preparing my poster for councillor tomorrow.. Damn tired to do it honestly.. Tomorrow got e stupid English remedial again.. Then go tuition with a-lock.. Oh-ya and just now we took lotso photos for the day.. Check it out.. LOL.. f4rt3d >>]
16th March....
Cool.. Boring.. Sighx!
Yesterday proved too much of a real boring day man.. Damn sian.. Do homework.. Feel like inifinite HWs are haunting me man.. Then today went out with 2 of my best pals to causeway point to watch movie.. Had fun together.. Haha.. Bout 2 new Nelly CDs.. Not bad man the song.. Right now listenin to it after tranferring it to my ipod.. Next.. Chatting with 3 friends now hahax.. Damn sian.. Then tonight I shall eat lots and lots of food! Coz tomorrow going to Macritchie to run with timthy.. Gotta stay fit now.. Getting flabby everywhere HAHAX.. Then supposedly going out on friday with some friends but cancelled as they can't make it.. BUMMER~~.. Nevermind.. I'll see if I can find anything to do.. LAtErZ`.. - ..
--LiFe Is A DiScRiNaTiOn!!!
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March HOLS!!
Yay! March holidays has arrived! Wow! Thats shooo fast man.. Today.. went ice-skatin with su maw, ck, timothy.. then go play LAN.. But supposedly watch movie but i broke liao haha.. So after that went home and play computer games instead and tomorrow go causeway point walk walk with choon lock!! AaAAARGH!! It certainly is good to have best friends around you nowadays.. CoOl! I hope our friendships would last for a lifetim.. (God! Thats soo gay lol.) Anywae I've decided to work closely with e councillor excos even though I can't even make it to being the nominees.. I dun care what Ms Ridz think of me. as a bad boy or nice person.. I'm gonna do what I think i should! Waaaah! So tired man after the ice skatin.. Fall down so badly at certain turns.. Once just now I just came crashing into a pink-shirt girl and god we were laughing hahax.. Oh and had nice time skatin together with Filliana too.. hehex.. I dunno if you are reading song jun but hey Get a life man! I'd say you're a dumbass if you think ending e world can solve your problems whatever.. Let me tell I'm facing the worst! Peace*
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CoOl...
Sigh.. Cooled down already.. Haha.. now listenin to Energy songs haha.. Quite outdated.. but the songs are my type man! Haha.. School went as usual.. Monday went to watch movie with arif.. the White Noise.. Haha.. Then Thursady went to watch Hitch with Timothy.. Kaoz.. I'm so damn broke man.. haha.. 2 movies in 1 week lolz.. Aiyah.. forgot to bring my malay HWs to school.. then today just got my report card and is very very very shocked to see my results man.. All are borderline marks man!! All grade 5 man.. then i even failed my E and A maths man.. WTF.. So worried to show it to my mum.. I GOTTA WROK HARDER FOR NEXT TERM!!! AAARGH!! Wow.. today NCC.. Not bad.. Kenny really soothed me down with his words.. Maybe he is right.. rank doesn't matter.. Its how you lead and whether or not you are present that is important.. I've come a long way anyway... can't just be upset over somehting trivial.. All I can do is to just improve and just not lto look down on myself more.. But hey honestly man.. I liked being trained by Kenny and Hanafi.. haha.. But too bad hahax.. Still got 4 more trainings till our full take-over.. CoOl!!
..Shouldn't be exactly excited bout it though.. hahax..
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Sux. More suckier than ever..
Sucks man..
More suckier than ever and ever.. Friday NCC training totally depressed me down.. Not that I want people to look at me high but.. Fuck man.. Is it just my fault or something?? Or is it just that I'm not good enough? Damnit.. I'm a quite and timid person in NCC? Fuck that! To think I resisted my weariness during the training! Does what Ten Chin say means I can't even qualify for the UDI post or something? I can't be that lousy! Those awards I got during my junior years just can't be meaning nothing! I expected myself to be praised! Just exactly who do I blame?? Me or just NCC?? Should I give up now and just slack all the way? Should I? Should I? NO! I chose the path not to be depressed all the time and to always stay happy and desicive.. I can't go back on my own words.. I dun care whatever I've return here.. Whatever's happen just seems to make me feel NCC suck and is unfair.. Nevermind.. I'll stay focused and see if I can carry on.. Shit man.. Do I really suck that bad?!
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Today Saturday.. woke up in the morning.. still feeling fucked up over the event above.. Then played computer all the way till tuition at 2pm.. Now waiting to go to JP with my dad.. Maybe later buying Gwen Stefani's album.. Then at night I shall full blast the house with Destiny Child's 'Lose my Breath'!
HIT ME >>>
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Again a more clearer version of the full picture we drew bout BOBO.. LOL..!! 
Clearer version of what Tim and Me wrote to mark our presence there lol..
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Zoomed-in Picture of BOBO'S face which we drew HAHA...
.. 2nd march.. TODAY!!
YoYo!! God I feel satisfactory today! Dunno why lol.. Did averagely fine for my chemistry test.. But i'll bet my mom wunt be pleased haha.. But anywae Tim.. try harder next time.. Just dun look down on yourself too much like I did.. But dunt be too over-confident though hahax.. Today school was fine! Just lurve sittin beside Angelie,Atiqah,Timothy.. Real bunch of great friends they are! Lets stay on like this forever! But oh ya ~ Quite fucked up over my literarure results man.. I still failed after second try?!?! WTF WTF WTF... lol lol.. Then after school went out with Timothy to library and had fun vandalising e walls in the library.. You can see what we did to the glass mirrors below.. haha!! Then cracked jokes while going home.. so damn funny lor hahax!! I'm soo glad I chose the path to be happy and cheerful always!
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Today.. Although got happy times I spent for E day.. I feel kinda guilty and bad over something bad that happened.. It soo sad man.. I didn't mean to do it or izzit just my fault or sumthing? I dunno.. But sigh.. I musnt take this to heart.. Its got nothing to do with me.. But we students are really Evil if its our fault.. Calm..
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NCC we taking over soon.. Damn.. Will we be able to do a good job.. should be..
Last thursday.. Did an interview with an old lady about family matters.. Never expected I could not answer many of her simple questions.. Others had such nice answers and somments bout their fanily but I got nothing.. NOTHING man.. Coz why? I got no desire to come home everyday.. I swear I didnt chose this feeling.. Its my family who made me feel like this.. God.. This has gotta be a family torture for me.. So sad and embarassing for me.. But NVM.. Life must go on.. I swear I'll strive..
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Timothy & Farhan made their footstep on the 2nd or March as you can see above lol.. Frenz forever Tim!!!
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Look at this original Taufik signature on my own Taufik album! Wow~~ Cool..
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Oh lol~~ Me and Tim drew this to represent sum1 irritating in our class lol.. Not saying who he is lol.. But I'm sure all 3/7 people would know LOL....
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