..The hell is wrong with me...
Strange.. I feel funny when in school.. I've gotten very moody all of a sudden.. I just feel that its something to do with home affairs thats made what I am presently.. I feel so unique.. Im not boasting but I have this strong tolerance and patience in me.. This chracter has a lot helped me in keeping friendships and getting out of fights and quarrels.. God.. Jus whats happenin to me.. Why do I start to feel like im being ignored.. why am i being sensitive with this.. Why do i smile mostly when im out.. i dun understand this.. in school i get stressed only by maths and nthg else.. i doubt stress affects me.. hmm.. i know the answer.. i shant say it.. god knows for how long my life is going to be jeopardized by this problem.. hmm.. Friends.. I want to be a good friend to everyone.. but of course like anyone.. i do also keep best friends.. but at times i always have to give in to them.. also at times im stuck between em.. i feel so guilty... fer nothing.
Well.. ever since transferred to Chicken (NCC).. i felt so darn useless.. and now i am so fired up to much better in NCC.. its so funny.. but hey.. im duly prepared..
Whatever it is.. i shall ayways be confused.. i shall always be disturbed.. i shall never have a full hero's life.. i am what i always am.
Just me - Farhan.
