After hearing a lesson from my religious class.. again, i think what he said was true.. So I've decided to choose the correct lath for myself again.. I shan't be depressed bout anything.. I shall earn respect from my peers while I can now before i get made fun of.. So this is the reason why we malays never ever succeed.. We are not daring to try.. we r not even trying.. we copy what other successful people think and just follow their steps.. We never compromise or use logic and brains.. we gotta be more creative and daring to take on new things.. We love looking for trouble too.. that can't carry on.. So i have to change and to succed for myself.. I shant get sooooo worked up over that fucking IMT test that I failed.. I swear I will vie for the better.. Now I must embrace myself get ready for all things to come.. And sad to say, I must put aside my love story.. even though its just the starting.. I'm sorry man.. But I think I always get depressed with things.. I'm sorry filli.. With the kind of chaotic situation my family is.. I cant always get a smiling face man.. Lol.. Must now be cheerful.. I shan't also get devastated over not getting exco rank.. I'll aim for how far I can go for NCC then..
