For those days we felt like a mistake,
Those times when love's what you hate
Somehow
We keep marchin' on
For those nights that i couldn't be there,
I've made it harder to know that you know
That somehow
We'll keep movin' on
There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on
For all of the plans we made
There isn't a flag I'd wave
Don't care where we've been
I'd sink us to swim
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on
For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know
Were not what we've seen
Oh
For this dance we move with each other
There ain't no other step
Than one foot
Right in front of the other
Oh
There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on
For all of the plans we made
There isn't a flag I'd wave
Don't care where we've been
I'd sink us to swim
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on
Right Right Right Right Left
Right Right Right Right Left
Right Right Right Marchin' On
We'll have the days we break
And we'll have the scars to prove it
We'll have the bomb that we saved
And we'll have the heart
Not to lose it
For all of the times we fought
For all of the things I'm not
Oh!
You put one foot in front of the other
We go where we go we're marchin' on
Marchin' on
There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on
Right Right Right Right Left
Right Right Right Right Left
Marchin' On
Marchin' on
Name: [f]arhan
Age: 19
School: Singapore Polytechnic
MSN: devil_farted@msn.com
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Yan Ping
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Christmas Eve..
.. suckass! Jus very sian. Lol. From want to go out become no mood to go out. Zzz. Should have planned way earlier. Tmr die die mus go out. Boorringg.
Farhan
Anyone wanna buy Timbuk2 bags too ?
Haha.
Wanna share shipping charges lol.
Why do you still not understand me after many years ?
I just suck at showing how much I care okay ?
I am worried everyday I swear.
Farhan
Official first week of hols.
freeeeeeeeeeee.
Finally it's that 'can wake up super late with no schl to worry' season again. Woohoo. Training's on full throttle. Hmm. Except that it won't be polo trainings. It would be sprinting trainings. Haix I cant even balance on T1 properly. Wtf please. Buttock pain!
The team's gone a little haywire. It's all because of the 'don't like this, don't like that, don't like him' personality. Sigh.
I need a job for personal finance. Lol. I'm super broke !
O-well.
Farhan
o v e r.
Break time.
:(
focus.
Farhan
this is it.
again!
Exam week.
Wednesday and Friday's paper are not good for me. So I'm gonna need some help and motivation. Hate this kind of thing. Exams. Zzz.
Can't wait for Friday.
Oh and I need to dig my paddle in more. Why the heck don't I realise this problem. EVERY f***ing time. Anyway I really tried to control my strokes yesterday and it did worked. Next Sunday, I'm going to learn to catch and feel even more water.
Farhan
- team!
   Hello teammates! Let's resume our competency after exams! :]
Farhan
help.
It's been what? About a month since I talked here ? I think it's been more than that.
From the point where I lost my HTC Diamond 2. And when I got my IPhone 3G. Haha. Oh well. A LOT of things went on in my life.
At one point of time before I went Taiwan I think, I was feeling down. And after Taiwan trip, I managed to have a deep thought about certain and discovered I'm in pretty much of a mess. From my life to studies to CCA. Everything in me. I realise too that certain decisions I've made were deeply wrong. I should have done this and done that. Should have. Was alone in the bus on the way to town then.
I had the Taiwan trip from 10th November. It was a pretty short 1.5 weeks there. Great experience for me there. Learnt quite a lot of things. Everything. Culture and polo. Stayed with my teammates. Doing things together. Became sick on the 5th day. Honestly Zi Wei probably said it right, I did get tortured in some way due to the fact that I can't eat most of the things there. I wasn't complaining but it really got me sick when I come to think of it. Diaorrhea too - and it was a terrible one. It came to a point where I just had no appetite for the whole day on the 6th day. I skipped lunch and dinner. Thankfully I recovered that night before we went to Club. Haix.
But the diaorrhea didn't go away. Not even till today. And I recently got sick again. When we shifted to the hotel, I kind of liked staying there more. The place was super cold though. Did shopping and stuff with my mates. Bonded. And when we come back to SG, it was a shock to hear that we can't play for 2 months. I shan't elaborate further though. Haix.
Then shcool resumed and holiday mood was over once again. And it was time to study for MSTs again. That really sucks. And I just feel so damn disappoint with myself at the moment. I am damn CHUI to the max. I can work hard but what's the point when it's kind of too late.
FYP Grouping discussion yesterday took 1.5 hours to settle. Based in merits, I just tried to shut the fuck up and let em do the sorting. Oh well, I hope it all goes smoothly. And I can't even help my friend in last sem's work.
I just don't wanna fumble too much now. What's best for me I don't know. Sometimes I don't know who is willing to help me. In the past I've always cared much about others. And I think I'm just too kind.
Stop screwing up.
Farhan
Lost phone. New phone.
I know it's been somewhat ages since i've blogged.
Been really busy. If it's not work, it's going out, if it's not going out, its training.
Actually I've really not been taking care of my health that well. Physical injuries and such. These few days it just got worse. Lol. I don't know what's the consequences if this goes on. Going Taiwan In a months time. Excited ? Yes I am. But then again, I go with the hopes that I can improve. By how much ? I hope a lot. Sometimes I want to prove to people my worthy but I just don't know how. I go back home to think of all the wonderful things I could do if I was a better player. I don't want them to be just a dream. Haha. IVP in a years time. Such a big thing. I've found my motivation. I need to think of it more when I train. I need to. Gym tmr!! Hope work ends earlier tmr. Fark last week I came at 9pm. -.-
And speaking of last week, i lost my Diamond 2. Haix. Actually i thought that it was some sort of joke at first. But I cam to realise this wasn't anything funny. But I can't put on a serious look right away. Haha. I was pretty sad but it already happened. I took things for granted. But it was well a lesson learnt. I will take care of my things better now. Thk god I got back my wallet though. And the money was intact. But I knew it already that the phone was gone forever. Making police report isn't much of a big deal. It only gives 2% chance of getting it back. So to you guys that's reading this, i'm not using the number starting with 9189 anymore. My new fixed number is 9653****. If you haven't got it, msn me or something. Signed up new line with an Iphone 3GS. My dad didn't want to pay 300 for the 3GS. I was pretty fine with 3G. I don't need it that sophisticated. I like my Iphone just as much as I love my Macbook. That thing is more than just a phone to me. It's one of the best entertainment device ever created ! Seriously. But yeah I love it. I swear this phone shall be with me for at least 2 years. I am not going to change it for anything else. Even if the 4G comes out. :]
Now at starbucks alone. Coz I'm thirsty and the workers haven arrive (at One Fullerton) yet. So yeah I'm slacking a while. Seriously. Macbook battery life is just awesome. It's been my great companion every single day. Really love my mom for this great gift. Wait, its a gift meh ? Haha.
Happy 19th Birthday aRIF! Yes finally the 5 of us are 19 years old! Seems quite old but we still look like secondary school kids. -.- Haha. Went out with them yesterday and ate fish n co (again!). Oh well. Haha. Oh yeah and we agreed to not do some things next year. Freaking hell. Let's just do it. Bastard idea yes but please. They don't give a shit. :]
Yuan Feng's sprinting training yesterday was something I've done for the first time. i admit, I almost died. Not for real la but it's really damn tiring. Which means it's beneficial too. Ya la I was like struggling but that's the idea what. If I'm not struggling means I'm not pushing myself. I don't mind doing it some more. We need it. He's really the perfect person to coach us.
Farhan
Living in SIN is the new thing!
Britney's new singlee! Haha. '3' - playing right now. It's a song about threesome. Peter, Paul and Mary. Hmm. Is she always that horny ? Will be buying her treasure chest coming 24th November. $145. o.o
Such a mishap. Wallet and phone stolen on Tuesday night. I used the word stolen - yes. I did not left it behind. It was taken! AArgh. And the person who stole it brought the whole thing to Dover MRT toilet and chucked my wallet there. He didn't take the money. Fuckk. Retarded. So wallet was returned to me. I feel like demanding to watch the CCTV on that night. Surely can see a few suspects. Using Nokia 6220 at the moment. And a new number too. Think I will be asking my dad if I can sign up for a student plan under my name. I've got a few savings. So yeah. But yes I miss my Diamond 2. Haix. :(
It was a great meetup last Monday. Met back a few of the secondary school friends and our Literature teacher! Haha. Mr Singh is still full of humor as he was before. Yes we reminisced. It was a great short gathering. And the pratas tasted so good. I wondered why I complained for dinner that day. :]
My fitness dropped like hell. I do lesser weights than I did in gym 2 months ago. Nvm. Dun fret. Just catch fast can already. Achingg. Training tomorrow. I don't know why but I love Friday evening trainings the most. I know how lousy my team is in terms of SP standard. I just hope the rest of us don't give up and keep trying. :]
Work tomorrow. Boring attachment. Lol. Love my macbook for entertaining me for all the days. :]
Farhan
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